The Shadow of the PastYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Shadow of the Past
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
South African War, 1899-1902 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"It was nothing of the sort. I leave the lying to men practised in the
art, like yourself. I saw the letter. I did not read it... but it was
read to me. Had Nel's statement needed corroboration I had it in your
own words. You are helping to stir up bad feeling among the Dutch. You
are inciting the dissatisfied Boers to open rebellion--Heaven knows
why!--or the devil, to whom Nel gives the credit of the direction of
this affair. What you expect to gain by it personally is your secret,
but you must realise that it is a hopeless business for them in any
event. A handful of farmers can't fight a great organised nation with
any hope of success."
Holman smiled.
"You are talking arrant nonsense, you know," he said. "If it wasn't
such absolute nonsense it would be offensive. There was not a sentence
in my letter to Krige that even hinted at rebellion; there is not a
sentence in my letter--not a word, for that matter, that I could not
explain satisfactorily if I recognised any necessity for an explanation.
Nel didn't tell you, I suppose, while he was engaged in aspersing my
character, that there is a feud of long standing between us which is
principally of his making?"
"He told me nothing," Matheson replied, "beyond what I have stated, and
the further fact that you have been carrying on this underhand intrigue
for years. What your game is remains to be seen. You have got some
stake in this. It isn't just philanthropy and sympathy with the poor
Boer that actuates you. Time will show, perhaps. In the meanwhile with
men of Herman Nel's type in the country, I don't think you will
accomplish much. As regards my own share in this, I can only say that
your estimate of my intelligence as expressed in your letter would seem
to fit I have been a fool. But you overestimated my complaisance--my
conscience is not for purchase, however high the price."
"You misread that," Holman said, not looking at him. "I don't deal in
consciences. I fancied you were likely game to fall to the lovely
Honor's charm. That was in my mind when I watched you fooling about
with that girl on the beach. You will agree, I imagine, that I would be
scarcely likely to engage in a dangerous intrigue in co-operation with a
girl like Honor?"
"I prefer," Matheson answered brusquely, "to leave Miss Krige's name out
of this. I didn't, as a matter of fact, come here to discuss this ugly
business, but merely to explain my reasons for not fulfilling my
undertaking, and to return your advance, minus my travelling expenses.
That," he said, rising and placing a note on the desk, "finishes
everything between us."
"As you will, of course." Holman made a gesture with his shoulders.
"It seems useless for me to say anything. I don't attempt explanations
twice. You have taken an outrageous tone and closed every door upon a
possible understanding."
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