The Shadow of Victory: A Romance of Fort DearbornReed, Myrtle
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The Shadow of Victory: A Romance of Fort Dearborn
Reed, Myrtle
Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Fort Dearborn Massacre, Chicago, Ill., 1812 -- Fiction
Wells stammered an excuse, for he was unused to the ways of women,
and Beatrice made him the subject of her playful scorn. "Am I so
unattractive, then?" she queried, looking sideways at the discomfited
Captain from under her drooping lids.
"N--no," answered Wells, miserably; "but--" He floundered into
helpless silence, not at all relieved by the laughter of the others.
That evening, if at no other time, Beatrice was beautiful. Her high
colour had faded to a languorous paleness, and the harshness of her
manner was gone. Her trailing white gown was turned in a little at her
round, white throat, and her long, shining hair hung far below her
waist in a heavy braid.
"Ronald," called the Lieutenant, "come here!"
The Ensign came slowly across the parade-ground. His shoulders drooped
and his face was very pale. "What is it?" he asked.
The tone was unlike Ronald. "Nothing," replied the Lieutenant, "except
that Beatrice wants somebody to hold her hand and Captain Wells won't.
He's too bashful, and the rest of us are occupied."
"It's too hot," sighed the Ensign. He sat down on the piazza, near
Beatrice, and fanned himself with his cap; but he took no part in the
conversation, and did not even answer Katherine's "good-night" when
her husband took her home.
"I'm going in, too," said Mrs. Franklin, "if nobody minds. I'm very
tired."
Franklin and Wells talked listlessly, feeling the restraint of the
others' presence. "Come out for a little while," said Ronald to
Beatrice. "I don't think they want us here."
The full moon was low in the heavens and the lake was calm. They went
out of the Fort and down near the water, but still he did not speak.
Then Beatrice put her hand on his arm. "What's wrong with you?" she
asked softly; "can't you tell me?"
His breath came quickly at her touch and he swallowed hard. "Heart's
Desire," he said huskily, "I die to-morrow--will you tell me you love
me to-night?"
"Die!" cried Beatrice. "What do you mean?"
"Sweet, the death watch ticked last night--Norton and I heard it and
most of the men. To-night, while I have eyes to see and ears to hear,
let me dream that you are kind. Since that first day, when I saw you
across the river, I have hungered for you; yes, I have thirsted for
you like a man in the desert who sees the blessed, life-giving water
just beyond his reach. My arms have ached to hold you close--my rose,
my star, my very soul!"
"All my life has been lived only for this; to find you and to tell
you what I tell you now. I have no gift of words--I'm only an awkward
soldier, but with all my life I love you. Poets may find new words
for it, but there is nothing else for a man to say. Just those three
words, 'I love you,' to hold the universe and to measure it, for there
is nothing else worth keeping in all the world!"
Shaken by his passion, he stood before her with the moonlight full
upon his face. His shoulders were straight once more, but his eyes
were misty and he breathed hard, like a man in pain.
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