The Shadow of Victory: A Romance of Fort DearbornReed, Myrtle
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The Shadow of Victory: A Romance of Fort Dearborn
Reed, Myrtle
Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Fort Dearborn Massacre, Chicago, Ill., 1812 -- Fiction
"It was a very bad poem," she observed.
"Yes," answered Robert, with a new note of happy laughter in his
voice; "it was an unspeakable poem."
Then he described the arrangement which he and Ronald had made "to
lessen the friction," as he said, and she smiled in the midst of her
tears. "Poor lad!" she sighed.
"Poor lad!" he repeated; and then, after a long silence, "true lover
and true friend."
The intervals between question and answer lengthened insensibly, and
at last Beatrice slept. He stole away from her on tiptoe and went out
in front of the cabin, where there was only a narrow ledge upon the
bluff. He sat down in the doorway, where he could hear the slightest
sound, and deliberately set himself to watch out the night.
He was physically exhausted, but his mind was strangely active. For
the first time he was in a position to review the events of his stay
at Fort Dearborn, from the night of his arrival, when Mad Margaret had
appeared at the trading station, to the present hour, when he sat in
her pathetic little cabin, with the girl he loved so near him that he
could hear her deep breathing as she slept.
"What has it done for me?" he thought--"what has it brought me?" The
answer was "Beatrice," which came with a passionate uplifting of
soul. With a certain boyish idea of knight-errantry, he had kept
his hands and his heart clean, and, in consequence, love brought
to him at last an exquisite fineness of joy. In that hour of close
self-communion, his deepest satisfaction was this--that in all the
years, in spite of frequent temptation, there was nothing of which he
need to be ashamed--nothing to remember with a pang of bitterness,
when Beatrice lifted her innocent eyes to his.
"Sir Galahad," some of his friends had called him, jeeringly, and,
before, it had never failed to bring the colour to his face; but now
the words rang through his consciousness like a trumpet-blast of
victory. He was spared that inner knowledge of shame and unworthiness
which lies, like bitter lees, in the wine of man's love.
"Beatrice! Beatrice!" Like another of her name she had led him through
hell, and he saw now a certain sweet slavery in prospect. Wherever his
thoughts might wander, she would always be with him, like the golden
thread which runs through a dull tapestry, in and out of the design,
sometimes hidden for an instant, but never lost.
Aunt Eleanor and Uncle John--they had been like father and mother
to him, and he loved the children as though they were his own. The
plaintive lisps of the little girl came back to his memory with
remorseful tenderness, and he smiled as he wondered, dreamily, what
Beatrice might have been at four or five. Swiftly upon the thought
came another, which set the blood to singing in his veins, and
which he put from him quickly, as one retreats before something too
beautiful and too delicate to touch.
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