The Shadowy Third, and Other StoriesGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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The Shadowy Third, and Other Stories
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
American fiction; Ghost stories; Short stories, American
The street car returned almost empty; and she found restfulness in the
monotonous jolting, as if it were swinging her into some world beyond
space and time, where mental pain yielded to the sense of physical
discomfort. After the agony of mind, the aching of body was strangely
soothing.
Here and there, the lights of a house flashed among the trees, and she
thought, with an impersonal interest, of the neglected villa, surrounded
by mounds of rotting leaves, where that girl waited alone for happiness.
Other standards. This was how the newer generation appeared to
Margaret—other standards, other morals. Facing life stripped bare of
every safeguard, of every restraining tradition, with only the courage
of ignorance, of defiant inexperience, to protect one. That girl was not
wilfully cruel. She was simply greedy for emotion; she was gasping at
the pretense of happiness like all the rest of her undisciplined
generation. She was caught by life because she had never learned to give
up, to do without, to stand alone.
Her corner had come, and she stepped with a sensation of relief on the
wet pavement. The rain was dripping steadily in a monotonous drizzle.
While she walked the few blocks to her door, she forced herself by an
effort of will to go on, step by step, not to drop down in the street
and lose consciousness.
The tinkle of the bell and the sight of Winters’s face restored her to
her senses.
“Shall I bring you tea, madam?”
“No, it is too late.”
Going upstairs to her bedroom, she took off her wet clothes and slipped
into her prettiest tea gown, a trailing thing of blue satin and chiffon.
While she ran the comb through her damp hair and touched her pale lips
with colour, she reflected that even renunciation was easier when one
looked desirable. “But it is like painting the cheeks of the dead,” she
thought, as she turned away from the mirror and walked with a dragging
step to the library. Never, she realized suddenly, had she loved George
so much as in this hour when she had discovered him only to lose him.
As she entered, George hurried to meet her with an anxious air. “I
didn’t hear you come in, Margaret. I have been very uneasy. Has anything
happened?”
By artificial light he looked younger even than he had seemed in the
afternoon; and this boyishness of aspect struck her as strangely
pathetic. It was all a part, she told herself, of that fulfilment which
had come too late, of that perilous second blooming, not of youth, but
of Indian Summer. The longing to spare him, to save him from the
suffering she had endured, pervaded her heart.
“Yes, something has happened,” she answered gently. “I have been to see
Rose Morrison.”
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