The Shadowy Third, and Other StoriesGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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The Shadowy Third, and Other Stories
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
American fiction; Ghost stories; Short stories, American
There is one child, a girl, a freckle-faced mite
just like her mother, and another is coming.’
“‘She knows nothing of this affair?’
“‘Not a blamed thing. She is the kind of woman who is good because she
can’t help herself. She enjoys it. I never did. My mother is different
too. She would die if other people knew of this; my wife would die if
she knew of it herself. Well, I got tired, and I wanted money, so I left
her and went to Dublin. I changed my name and got a clerkship in a
shipping-office. My wife thinks I went to America to get work, and if
she never hears of me she’ll probably think no worse. I did intend going
to America, but somehow I didn’t. I got in with a man who signed
somebody’s name to a cheque and got me to present it. Then we quarrelled
about the money; the man threw the job on me, and the affair came out.
But before they arrested me, I ran him down and shot him. I was ridding
the world of a damned traitor.’
“He raised the shade with a nervous hand; but the sun flashed into his
eyes, and he lowered it.
“‘I suppose I’d hang for it,’ he said. ‘There isn’t much doubt of that.
If I waited, I’d hang for it, but I am not going to wait. I am going to
die.’
“‘And how?’
“‘Before this train reaches London,’ he replied. ‘I am a dead man. There
are two ways. I might say three, except that a pitch from the carriage
might mean only a broken leg. But there is this—’ He drew a vial from
his pocket and held it to the light. It contained an ounce or so of
carbolic acid.
“‘One of the most corrosive of irritants,’ I observed.
“‘And there is—your package.’
“My first impulse was to force the vial from him. He was a slight man,
and I could have overcome him with but little exertion. But the exertion
I did not make. I should as soon have thought, when my rational humour
reasserted itself, of knocking a man down and robbing him of his watch.
The acid was as exclusively his property as the clothes he wore, and
equally his life was his own. Had he declared his intention to hurl
himself from the window, I might not have made way for him, but I should
certainly not have obstructed his passage.
“But the morphine was mine, and that I should assist him was another
matter, so I said:
“‘The package belongs to me.’
“‘And you will not exchange?’
“‘Certainly not.’
“He answered, almost angrily:
“‘Why not be reasonable? You admit that I am in a mess of it?’
“‘Readily.’
“‘You also admit that my life is morally my own?’
“‘Equally.’
“‘That its continuance could in no wise prove to be of benefit to
society?’
“‘I do.’
“‘That for all connected with me it is better that I should die unknown
and under an assumed name?’
“‘Yes.’
“‘Then you admit also that the best I can do is to kill myself before
reaching London?’
“‘Perhaps.’
“‘So you will leave me the morphine when you get off at Leicester?’
“‘No.’
“He struck the window-sill impatiently with the palm of his hand.
“‘And why not?’
“I hesitated an instant.
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