The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
I answered him nothing, but I bowed my head in token that I had heard
and he signed to the men to proceed with me, whilst turning on his heel
he stepped down the hall again to where Madonna Paola, overcome with
weakness, had sunk upon a stool.
As I was leaving the gallery I had a last glimpse of her, sitting there
with drawn face and haggard eyes that followed me as I passed from her
sight, whilst Ramiro del’ Orca stood beside her murmuring words that
did not reach me. His so-called courtiers and his men-at-arms were
trooping out of the room, no doubt in obedience to his dismissal.
CHAPTER XX.
THE SUNSET
I have heard tell of the calm that comes upon brave men when hope is
dead and their doom has been pronounced. Uncertainty may have tortured
and made cowards of them; but once that uncertainty is dissolved and
suspense is at an end, resignation enters their soul, and, possessing
it, gives to their bearing a noble and dignified peace. By the mercy of
Heaven they are made, maybe, to see how poor and evanescent a thing is
life; and they come to realise that since to die is a necessity there
is no avoiding, as well might it betide to-day as ten years hence.
Such a mood, however, came not to soothe that last hour of mine, and
yet I account myself no coward. It was an hour of such torture and
anguish as never before I had experienced—much though I had
undergone—and the source of all my suffering lay in the fact that
Madonna Paola was in the hands of the ogre of Cesena. Had it not been
for that most untoward circumstance I almost believe that while I
waited for the sun to set on that December afternoon, my mood had not
only been calm but even in some measure joyous, for it must have
comforted my last moments to reflect that for all that Messer Ramiro
was about to hang me, yet had I sown the seeds of his own destruction
ere he had brought me to this pass.
I did, indeed, reflect upon it, and it may even be that, in spite of
all, I culled some grain of comfort from the reflection. But let that
be. My narrative would drag wearily were I to digress that I might tell
you at length the ugly course of my thoughts whilst the sands of my
last hour were running swiftly out. For, after all, my concern and
yours is with the story of Lazzaro Biancomonte, sometime known as
Boccadoro the Fool, and not with his philosophies—philosophies so
unprofitable that it can benefit no man that I should set them down.
My windows faced west, and so I was able to watch the fall of the sun,
and measure by its shortening distance from the horizon the ebbing of
my poor life. At last the nether rim of that round, fiery orb was on
the point of touching the line of distant hills, and it was casting a
crimson glow along the white, snow-sheeted landscape that was
singularly suggestive of a tide of blood—a very fitting tide to flow
and ebb about the walls of the Castle of Cesena.
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