The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
One evening of late August, when the vines were heavy with ripe fruit,
and the scent of roses was permeating the tepid air, she drew me from
the throng of courtiers that made merry in the Palace, and led me out
into the noble gardens to seek counsel with me, she said, upon a matter
of gravest moment. There, under the sky of deepest blue, crimsoning to
saffron where the sun had set, we paced awhile in silence, my own
senses held in thrall by the beauty of the eventide, the ambient
perfumes of the air and the strains of music that faintly reached us
from the Palace. Madonna’s head was bent, and her eyes were set upon
the ground and burdened, so my furtive glance assured me, with a gentle
sorrow. At length she spoke, and at the words she uttered my heart
seemed for a moment to stand still.
“Lazzaro,” said she, “they would have me marry.”
For a little spell there was a silence, my wits seeming to have grown
too numbed to attempt to seek an answer. I might be content, indeed, to
love her from a distance, as the cloistered monk may love and worship
some particular saint in Heaven; yet it seems that I was not proof
against jealousy for all the abstract quality of my worship.
“Lazzaro,” she repeated presently, “did you hear me? They would have me
marry.”
“I have heard some such talk,” I answered, rousing myself at last; “and
they say that it is the Lord Giovanni who would prove worthy of your
hand.”
“They say rightly, then,” she acknowledged. “The Lord Giovanni it is.”
Again there was a silence, and again it was she who broke it.
“Well, Lazzaro?” she asked. “Have you naught to say?”
“What would you have me say, Madonna? If this wedding accords with your
own wishes, then am I glad.”
“Lazzaro, Lazzaro! you know that it does not.”
“How should I know it, Madonna?”
“Because your wits are shrewd, and because you know me. Think you this
petty tyrant is such a man as I should find it in my heart to conceive
affection for? Grateful to him am I for the shelter he has afforded us
here; but my love—that is a thing I keep, or fain would keep, for some
very different man. When I love, I think it will be a valorous knight,
a gentleman of lofty mind, of noble virtues and ready address.”
“An excellent principle on which to go in quest of a husband, Madonna
mia. But where in this degenerate world do you look to find him?”
“Are there, then, no such men?”
“In the pages of Bojardo and those other poets whom you have read too
earnestly there may be.”
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