The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
He was moving restlessly as he spoke, swayed by the agitation of terror
that possessed him like a devil. I looked at him now without
dissembling my scorn. Even in such an hour as this the habit of
hectoring cruelty remained him.
“What shall it avail me to think?” I asked him in a voice that was as
cold and steady as his was hot and quavering. “Were you a bird I might
suggest flight across the sea to you. But you are a man, a very human,
a very mortal man, although your father made you Lord of Pesaro.”
Even as I was speaking, the thunder of the besiegers reached our
ears—such a dull roar it was as that of a stormy sea in winter time.
Maddened by his terror he stood over me now, his eyes flashing wildly
in his white face.
“Another word in such a tone,” he rasped, his fingers on his dagger,
“and I’ll make an end of you. I need your help, animal!”
I shook my head, my glance meeting his without fear. I was of twice his
strength, we were alone, and the hour was one that levelled ranks. Had
he made the least attempt to carry out his threat, had he but drawn an
inch of the steel he fingered, I think I should have slain him with my
hands without fear or thought of consequences.
“I have no help for you such as you need,” I answered him. “I am but
the Fool of Pesaro. Whoever looked to a Fool for miracles?”
“But here is death,” he almost moaned.
“Lord of Pesaro,” I reminded him, “your mercenaries are under arms by
your command, and your knights are joining them. They wait for the
fulfilment of your promise to lead them out against the enemy. Shall
you fail them in such an hour as this?”
He sank, limp as an empty scabbard, to a chair.
“I dare not go. It is death,” he answered miserably.
“And what but death is it to remain here?” I asked, torturing him with
more zest than ever he had experienced over the agonies of some poor
victim on the rack. “In bearing yourself gallantly there lies a slender
chance for you. Your people seeing you in arms and ready to defend them
may yet be moved to a return of loyalty.”
“A fig for their loyalty,” was his peevish, craven answer. “What shall
it avail me when I’m slain!”
God! was there ever such a coward as this, such a weak-souled,
water-hearted dastard?
“But you may not be slain,” I urged him. And then I sounded a fresh
note. “Bethink you of Madonna Paola and of the brave things you
promised her.”
He flushed a little, then paled again, then sat very still. Shame had
touched him at last, yet its grip was not enough to make a man of him.
A moment he remained irresolute, whilst that shame fought a hard battle
with his fears.
But those fears proved stronger in the end, and his shame was
overthrown by them.
“I dare not,” he gasped, his slender, delicate hands clutching at the
arms of his chair. “Heaven knows I am not skilled in the use of arms.”
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