The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of PesaroSabatini, Rafael
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The Shame of Motley: being the memoir of certain transactions in the life of Lazzaro Biancomonte, of Biancomonte, sometime fool of the court of Pesaro
A figure, all in purest white, lay there under my eyes, the face
covered by a veil. With deepest reverence, and a prayer to her sainted
soul to forgive the desecration of my loving hands, I tremblingly drew
that veil aside. How beautiful she was in the calm peace of death! She
lay there like one gently sleeping, the faintest smile upon her lips,
and as I looked it seemed hard to believe that she was truly dead. Why,
her lips had lost nothing of their colour; they were as rosy red—or
nearly so—as ever I had seen them in life. How could this be? The lips
of the dead are wont to put on a livid hue. I stared a moment, my
reverence and grief almost effaced by the intensity of my wonder. This
face, so ivory pale, wore not the ashen aspect of one that would never
wake again. There was a warmth about that pallor. And then I caught my
nether lip in my teeth until it bled, and it is a miracle that I did
not scream, seeing how overwrought was my condition.
For it had seemed to me that the draperies on her bosom had slightly
moved, a gentle, almost imperceptible heave as if she breathed. I
looked, and there it came again.
God! into what madness was I come that my eyes could so deceive me? It
was the draught that stirred the air about the church and blew great
shrouds of wax adown the taper’s yellow sides. I manned myself to a
more sober mood, and looked again.
And now my doubts were all dispelled. I knew that I had mastered any
errant fancy, and that my eyes were grown wise and discriminating, and
I knew, too, that she lived. Her bosom slowly rose and fell; the colour
of her lips, the hue of her cheeks confirmed the assurance that she
breathed. The poison had failed in its work.
I paused a second yet to ponder. That morning her appearance had been
such that the physician had been deceived by it, and had pronounced her
cold. Yet now there were these signs of life. What could it portend but
that the effects of the poison were passing off and that she was
recovering?
In the wild madness of joy that sent the blood drumming and beating
through my brain, my first impulse was to run for help. Then I
bethought me of the closed doors, and I realised that no matter how I
shouted none would hear me. I must succour her myself as best I could,
and meanwhile she must be protected from the chill air of that December
night in that church that was colder than the tomb. I had my cloak, a
heavy, serviceable garment; and if more were needed, there was the pall
which I had removed, and which lay in a heap about the legs of my
bench.
I leaned forward, and passing my hand under her head, I gently raised
it. Then slipping it downwards, I thrust my arm after it until I had
her round the waist in a firm grip. Thus I raised her from the coffin,
and the warmth of her body on my arm, the ready, supple bending of her
limbs, were so many added proofs that she was not dead.
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