“If when you are back in America, you should hear ... anything, don’t
take it with too much sorrow,” she went on. “Remember that, foreknowing
the end, I have gone to it willingly, gladly--for my country’s sake.”
She said it quietly, with clear eyes, even faintly smiling. For many
moments he gazed upon her, for whom life held every good there was, yet
counting self as least of all. And as he gazed, something of her spirit
crossed to him. Personal sorrow, personal happiness, seemed to grow a
minor thing. Half his pain was swept away, and into him there thrilled
a strange new exaltation.
“It is to do such things, I suppose, that we are given life,” he
whispered.
Her gazed softened, her voice sank to an exquisite tenderness. “And
though I stay, and you go, and half the world shall lie between us, we
are not giving one another up, dearest. I shall ever be with you.”
“And I with you, my darling!” he breathed.
They talked on, of love, of danger, of what the future might hold, and
then of love again. And thus their one short hour together sped away,
and the time came when he must go. Their hands clasped and he looked
long, long, into that glorious face which it might never be his to gaze
upon again. Then he strained her to him.... And then they parted.
* * * * *
Parted, and yet not parted. For in the days when steam hurled land and
sea behind him, and in those farther days when the fight with his uncle
was on (and a fight it was indeed! as his uncle had promised), her
spirit was as a presence at his side, giving him new strength and new
courage, making it easier to live humbly and bravely, and play his part
as a man. It was as she in their last moment had said to him: “We shall
be as husband and wife whom a duty higher than happiness keeps each in
his own land.”
Every day or two, at the pleasure of ocean mails, there comes a letter,
bearing him fresh assurance of her love. But writ in fear of the
censor’s eye, it gives no hint of what she does, no whisper of what may
be her danger. Of that he can only guess. And after each such letter he
strains to peer beyond time’s curtain. After each such letter a hope
that will not die breathes daringly in the ear of his heart that to him
may yet be granted the fulness of bliss--that Freedom may yet be won
for Sonya’s people--that she may come to him!
* * * * *
But, ah--the fear of that to-morrow when the letters may cease to
come!...
THE END
TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES:
Italicized text is surrounded by underscores: _italics_.
Obvious typographical errors have been corrected.
Inconsistencies in hyphenation have been standardized.
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