The Sheepfold and the Common; Or, Within and Without. Vol. 2 (of 2)East, Timothy
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The Sheepfold and the Common; Or, Within and Without. Vol. 2 (of 2)
East, Timothy
Christian life; Christian life -- Pictorial works
"I know you love Sophia, and I wish you to love her; for she has
been a kind wife to you, and a most attentive daughter to your
father and myself, but I fear she has been a snare to you. If
she had feared the Lord she would have kept you from evil. May
the Lord bless and reclaim you both.--Your bereaved mother,
"AMELIA BEAUFOY."
On reading this communication, Mrs. Beaufoy's conscience smote
her, and she wept long and bitterly. Then perusing it anew, she
exclaimed, "Cruel charge! A snare to my husband! the cause of his
being led astray! cruel charge! Is it not enough for me to bear his
unkindness, without having to endure such reproaches?" She threw
the letter from her, and rose, endeavouring to cast off the load
of sorrow which oppressed her spirit. "I cannot endure it. I am of
all women the most miserable. I have no one to share my grief. Oh
death!--no!--I am not prepared to die." She resumed her seat, and
though the letter possessed a sting sharper than that of a scorpion,
she took it, read it again, and again it wounded her. "If she had
feared the Lord she would have kept you from evil." "Cruel charge! I
have tried to keep him, but could not." She paused, then could only
ejaculate, "Woe is me!"
The ringing of the bell announced the return of Mr. Beaufoy; but
his dark, lowering look bespoke the inward conflict. On taking his
seat his eye caught sight of the letter near the place where he had
thrown it down a few hours before. Moving back, as if from an adder,
he said, "Have you been reading it?"
"Yes, Henry, I have."
"And what do you think of the charges?"
"They are cruel."
"Rather say, they are just, though severe."
"You know that I have often attempted to reclaim you."
"But did you not first lead me astray? Till I knew you I was a
happy, because a religious man; but from that ill-fated hour when,
enticed by your influence and example to abandon the house of prayer
for the theatre and ball-room, I have had no mental peace. I have
forsaken God, and he, in anger, has forsaken me."
"But why recriminate on me the guilt of your own sin? You have
withdrawn from me your love and your society, and will you now in
exchange give me your reproaches? If we have sinned together, and
provoked the Lord to anger, let us now kneel together before his
mercy-seat, and together confess our sins, and implore forgiveness."
"You may pray and obtain mercy, but I cannot; no, I cannot."
"The Lord waits to be gracious."
"Yes, to the penitent, but my heart is too hard to feel penitential
sorrow."
"But is not the Redeemer exalted to give repentance?"
"To _you_ he will give it, but not to _me_. I have fallen away,
and incensed justice renders it impossible to renew me again to
repentance, for I have crucified the Son of God afresh, and put him
to an open shame."
"But justice relents when a sinner prays, and mercy"--
"Oh! speak not of mercy."
"But mercy rejoiceth over judgment."
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