British -- Egypt -- Fiction; Egypt -- Fiction; Kidnapping -- Fiction; Love stories
the passing of his transient desire. She loved him so passionately, so
completely, that beyond him was nothing. He was all the world. She gave
herself to him gladly, triumphantly, as she would give her life for him
if need be. But she had schooled herself to hide her love, to yield
apathetically to his caresses, and to conceal the longing that
possessed her. She was afraid that the knowledge that she loved him
would bring about the disaster she dreaded. The words that he had once
used remained continually in her mind: "If you loved me you would bore
me, and I should have to let you go." And she hid her love closely in
her heart. It was difficult, and it hurt her to hide it from him and to
assume indifference. It was difficult to remember that she must make a
show of reluctance when she was longing to give unreservedly. She
dropped the end of the cigarette hissing into the dregs of the coffee
and turned a page, and, as she did so, she looked up suddenly, the
magazine dropping unheeded on the floor. Close outside the tent the
same low, vibrating baritone was singing the Kashmiri love song that
she had heard last the night before she left Biskra. She sat tense, her
eyes growing puzzled.
_"Pale hands I loved beside the Shalimar. Where are you now? Who lies
beneath your spell?"_
The voice came nearer and he swept in, still singing, and came to her.
_"Pale hands, pink tipped,"_ he sang, stopping in front of her and
catching her fingers in his up to his lips, but she tore them away
before he kissed them.
"You do know English?" she cried sharply, her eyes searching his.
He flung himself on the divan beside her with a laugh. "Because I sing
an English song?" he replied in French. "_La! la!_ I heard a
Spanish boy singing in 'Carmen' once in Paris who did not know a word
of French beside the score. He learned it parrot-like, as I learn your
English songs," he added, smiling.
She watched him light a cigarette, and her forehead wrinkled
thoughtfully. "It was you who sang outside the hotel in Biskra that
night?" she asked at last, more statement than question.
"One is mad sometimes, especially when the moon is high," he replied
teasingly.
"And was it you who came into my bedroom and put the blank cartridges
in my revolver?"
His arm stole round her, drawing her to him, and he lifted her head up
so that he could look into her eyes. "Do you think that--I would have
allowed anybody else to go to your room at night?--I, an Arab, when I
meant you for myself?"
"You were so sure?"
He laughed softly, as if the suggestion that any plan of his could be
liable to miscarriage amused him infinitely, and the smouldering
passion flamed up in his dark eyes. He strained her to him hungrily, as
if her slim body lying against his had awakened the sleeping fires
within him. She struggled against the pressure of his arm, averting her
head.
"Always cold?" he chided. "Kiss me, little piece of ice."
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