Allegories; Christian fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Ozark Mountains -- Fiction
That night after supper Mr. Matthews went down into the Hollow to see
the shepherd. “It’s goin’ to be mighty hard on Mollie and me a leavin’
the old place up yonder,” said the big man, when he had told of his
unsuccessful trip. “It won’t matter so much to the boy, ’cause he’s
young yet, but we’ve worked hard, Mr. Howitt, for that home—Mollie and
me has. She’s up there now a sittin’ on the porch and a livin’ it all
over again, like she does when there ain’t no one around, with her face
turned toward them pines west of the house. It’s mighty nigh a breakin’
her heart just to think of leavin’, but she’ll hide it all from me when
I go up there, thinkin’ not to worry me—as if I didn’t know. An’ it’s
goin to be mighty hard to part with you, too, Mr. Howitt. I don’t
reckon you’ll ever know, sir, how much you done for us; for me most of
all.”
The shepherd made as if to interrupt, but the big man continued; “Don’t
you suppose we can see, sir, how you’ve made over the whole
neighborhood. There ain’t a family for ten miles that don’t come to you
when they’re in trouble. An’ there’s Sammy Lane a readin’, an’ talkin’
just about the same as you do yourself, fit to hold up her end with
anybody what’s got education, and Jim himself’s changed something
wonderful. Same old Jim in lots of ways, but something more, somehow,
though I can’t tell it. Then there’s my boy, Grant. I know right well
what he’d been if it wasn’t for you to show him what the best kind of a
man’s like. He’d a sure never knowed it from me. I don’t mean as he’d a
ever been a bad man like Wash Gibbs, or a no account triflin’ one, like
them Thompsons, but he couldn’t never a been what he is now, through
and through, if he hadn’t a known you. There’s a heap more, too, all
over the country that you’ve talked to a Sunday, when the parson wasn’t
here. As for me, you—you sure been a God’s blessin’ to me and Mollie,
Mr. Howitt.”
Again the shepherd moved uneasily, as if to protest, but his big friend
made a gesture of silence; “Let me say it while I got a chance, Dad.”
And the other bowed his head while Old Matt continued; “I can’t tell
how it is, an’ I don’t reckon you’d understand any way, but stayin’ as
you have after our talk that first night you come, an’ livin’ down here
on this spot alone, after what you know, it’s—it’s just like I was a
little kid, an’ you was a standin’ big and strong like between me an’ a
great blackness that was somethin’ awful. I reckon it looks foolish, me
a talkin’ this way. Maybe it’s because I’m gettin’ old, but anyhow I
wanted you to know.”
The shepherd raised his head and his face was aglow with a glad
triumphant light, while his deep voice was full of meaning as he said
gently, “It has been more to me, too, than you think, Mr. Matthews. I
ought to tell you—I—I will tell you—” he checked himself and added,
“some day.” Then he changed the topic quickly.
“Are you sure there is no one who can help you over this hard time? Is
there _no_ way?”
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