"You must have misunderstood him," he managed to say. She shook her
head sadly.
"No; he was most precise in explaining the conditions to me the day
after his return from Milwaukee. I remember that I was very much
interested. The work, you know, upset our plan for going to Florida,
and I was quite resentful at first. You can imagine my astonishment
when I found that he was doing landscapes and not the figures the order
calls for."
Converse was dumb in the face of this indisputable evidence. He could
muster up no way to relieve her fears. There could be no reassuring
her after what she had seen and he wisely forebore.
"It was very strange," he said, finally. "He must have a reason for
the change, and no doubt he has forgotten to speak to you about it."
"I wish I could believe that, Douglass," she sighed. "He likes you.
You can help me, if you will."
"With all my heart. Anything in the world, Celeste," he cried.
"Then get him away from his work as much as possible. He won't go out
anywhere, you know. I've implored him to go out with me time and
again. Douglass, can't you think of some way to--to get him away from
himself?"
She was standing beside him, her hand clasping his as it rested on the
arm of the chair. Converse looked up into the troubled eyes.
"Tell me what to do, Celeste, and I'll try," he said, earnestly.
"Make him go out with you--go out among the men he used to know and
liked so well. I'm sure he likes them still. He'd enjoy being with
them, don't you think? He seldom leaves his studio, much less the
house. I want you to take him to luncheons and dinners--where the men
are. It will get him out of himself, I know. Do, Douglass, do for my
sake, make him forget his work. Take him back to the old life in the
club, at the cafés--if only for a little while. Don't you understand?"
"You mean--oh, Celeste, you don't mean to say that he is tired of this
happiness?" he cried.
"He is unhappy, I'm sure of it. He loves me, I know, but--" She could
go no further.
"I know what you mean, Celeste, but you are wrong--fearfully wrong.
Poor little woman! God, but you are brave to look at it as you do."
They did not hear Jud as he stopped on the stairs to look down upon
them. He saw them and was still. The pain was almost unbearable.
There was no jealousy in it, only remorse and pity.
"Ah, if only she belonged to him and not to me," he was thinking. "He
is straight as a die, and she would never know unhappiness. He loved
her, he loves her still, and she--poor darling, loves me, the basest
wretch in all the world."
He closed his eyes and leaned heavily against the stairway. Its
creaking attracted the attention of the two in the drawing-room. When
he looked again, they were standing and staring at him. Slowly he
descended, a mechanical smile forcing itself into his face.
"Hello, Doug," he said. "I thought I heard your voice. Glad to see
you."
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