"He is so lonely and I'm sure he is sick. I must go to him--I must.
That's what I want to talk to you about. How am I to go to him? What
shall I do? I can't bear it any longer. My place is with him."
"If he ain't got a job, Justine, you'll--you'll be----"
"You want to say that I'll be a burden to him, that's it, isn't it?
But I'll work for him. I'll do anything. If he's sick, I'll wash and
iron and sew and scrub and--oh, anything. I've been thinking about it
since last night, and you must not consider me foolish when I tell you
what I want to do. I want to borrow some money on the place."
"You mean you want to put a morgidge on the--on the farm?" he asked,
slowly.
"How else can I get the money, 'Gene? A small mortgage won't be so
bad, will it? What is the farm worth?" She was feverish with
excitement.
"It's not the best of land, you know, and there ain't no improvements,"
he said, still more deliberately. "You might sell the place for $800,
but I doubt it."
"I won't sell it; it must be kept for my boy. But I can borrow a
little on it, can't I? Wouldn't David Strong let me have $200 on it?"
"Good Lord, Justine, don't put a morgidge on the place!" he cried.
"That will be the end of it. It's the way it always goes. Don't do
anything like that."
"There is no other way to get the money and I--I am going to Jud," she
said, determinedly, and he saw the light in her eye.
In the end he promised to secure the money for her, and he did. The
next day Martin Grimes loaned Eugene Crawley $150, taking a chattel
mortgage on a farm wagon and harness and the two big bay horses that
stood in Justine's barn. At first she refused to take the money, but
his insistence prevailed, and three days later she and her boy left
Glenville for Chicago and Jud. She promised to acquaint Crawley with
Jud's true condition and their plans for the future.
Crawley said good-bye to her as she climbed into Harve Crose's wagon on
the day of departure. He wished her luck in a harsh, unnatural tone,
and abruptly turned to the barn. For hours he sat in the cold mow,
disconsolate, exalted. His horses stamping below were mortgaged! Lost
to him, no doubt, but he gloried in the sacrifice. He had given his
fortune to gratify her longing to be with the man she loved.
At sunset he trudged to the tollgate. An unreasoning longing filled
his lonely heart. When he asked for the mail there was uppermost in
his mind the hope of a letter from her, although she had been gone not
more than five hours. His loneliness increased when Mrs. Hardesty said
that there was no mail for him or Justine. For the first time in
months he felt the old longing for drink.
"Jestine gone to Chickago fer a visit er to stay?" asked Jim Hardesty,
when Crawley joined the crowd that lounged about the big sheet-iron
stove in the store.
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