Celeste was the calmer of the two and yet she was the more deeply
wronged. After the first grief she arose, bleeding and broken from the
wreck of every joy, and she was strong. Justine, stunned by grief and
horror, lay for hours in the bed to which she had been carried by the
maids after the terrible scene in the studio. With the slow return of
composure, Celeste saw dimly the situation as it existed for her. She
was not a widow. The widow was the other woman who had crouched on the
opposite side of the corpse, pleading with him to come back to her and
the boy. While she could not as yet grasp the full reality of her
position, she felt that Justine's claim was best.
It was she who had Justine taken to a room by the maids. There was no
rage in her heart; she took that other one into her grief and shared it
with her. There was no other way; they had suffered together. There
still lingered a faint hope--cruel though it was--that she might be the
real wife, and Justine the false one. Hours after the calamity, far in
the night, while her mother bathed her head and sought to soothe her,
Celeste planned and planned.
She knew that if Justine's claim were true, Jud had deliberately made a
wanton of her, even though he loved her. The world would soon know
that she was not a wife, and the newspapers would be nauseous with the
sensation. She was confident, however, that she was the only one in
the house who knew Justine's story, and as she lay waiting for the dawn
there grew in her mind a steady purpose. The world must never know!
Justine, pale and dead-eyed, stood looking from the window of the
bed-chamber when the knock came at her door the next morning. She did
not respond, she did not even turn her head, for her thoughts were of
the night before, and the life before that. Celeste softly opened the
door and came to her side.
"Justine," she said gently, almost inaudibly. Dark, heavy, despairing
eyes were turned upon her and she feared for the success of her plan.
"Am I to go to him now?" came the lifeless voice of the other.
"Justine," said Celeste, taking a cold hand in her own, "we must
understand each other, we must know the truth. I don't think anything
that can happen now will hurt us; we are dead to all pain. We must
talk about--about ourselves."
"I don't understand what it all means," moaned Justine. "Why can't I
go to Jud? He is mine--he is mine, and--and----"
"But, Justine, dear, it is of this that we must talk. I--I thought he
was mine. Oh God, don't you see? I have lived as his wife for months
and--and I never knew until you came that I--that I--oh, don't you
understand?"
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