Justine also had a secret. When he was ready to take her to the city,
she would confess to him that 'Gene Crawley was to farm the place for
her that spring and summer, working it on shares. He was to use his
own team, for her horses had died of influenza. So little did Jud know
of the old home place now that he did not recognize Crawley's horses in
the stable, nor could he see that a man's hand had performed wonders in
the field. He was thinking of Chicago and the miserable broil in which
his affairs were involved. Justine induced Crawley to remain away from
the farm during Jud's stay, an undertaking which required some force of
persuasion. Crawley wanted to make peace with Jud and to assure him of
his good faith; he begged her to let him apologize to his old adversary
and ask him to shake hands and say quits. But she knew that Jud would
not understand and that there could be no forgiveness. Never in her
life had she loved Jud as in these days when she was disobeying and
deceiving him. While she knew that 'Gene was no longer the brute and
the blackguard of old, she saw that her husband could look upon him
only as he had known him.
The farm was bound to do well this year and she was happy to give Jud
that assurance. Once he caught her looking wistfully at him when he
was telling of expected triumphs in the city. He knew that she was
hoping he would say that she could soon go with him to the city,
leaving the farm to care for itself. But how could he take her there
now? He groaned with the shame of it.
A week of sleepless nights followed this visit to Clay township. The
young artist's work on the paper suffered and his fellows advised him
to take a rest. He had had no vacation since taking the position many
months before. But it was not overwork that told on him; it was the
lying awake of nights striving to find a way out of his predicament
without losing the respect of all these friends, especially that of one
whom he admired so deeply. He had permitted her to believe him free
and had behaved as a free man behaves to such an extent that
explanations were impossible. To tell her the truth concerning the man
she had gone to the theatre with, had lunched with in downtown
restaurants, had entertained in her own home almost to the exclusion of
others, could bring but one end--the scorn and detestation he deserved.
Poor Converse had given up the conflict in despair, but, good fellow
that he was, held no grudge against Sherrod, for whom he had genuine
admiration. They were lunching together a week or two after his trying
trip to Clay township, and Jud was so moody that Converse took note of
it. As they sat at the table, Converse mentally observed that his
friend was growing handsomer every day; the moods improved him. After
a long silence, the artist said:
"I had an offer to-day to do some book illustrating for a publishing
house."
"Good! That's the stuff! Book pictures will be your line, old man.
Will you accept?"
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