It had begun with the sly desire to surprise the "boys" some happy day
when he could show to them the wife who was his pride. Almost
unconsciously he had gone deeper into the mire of circumstances from
which he could not now flounder except with sullied honor. Without a
thought as to the seriousness of the situation, he had allowed this
innocent friend to compromise herself by an almost constant association
with him. He had intended telling her the secret when first he met
her, exacting a promise to keep it from Converse for a little while, at
least. She was to be his confidante, his and Justine's, for he meant
to tell her that the brave little woman of Proctor's Falls cherished
her as ideal, unknown but loved.
Celeste had unconsciously baffled all these good intentions, building a
wall about the truth so strong that it could not break through. It
went on, this sweet comradeship, until he--a married man--was looked
upon by outsiders as the man to whom this unattainable girl had given
her love. Converse's blunt assertion had given him the first inkling
of the consequences the intimacy had engendered. Worse than all else,
he now realized how dear Celeste Wood had become to him. On one hand,
Justine was his ideal; on the other hand, Celeste was an ideal. It
seemed to him as he rode in a hansom to the North Side the next night
after his talk with Converse that he could not bear to lose one more
than the other. Both were made for him to adore.
He faltered as he mounted the steps at the Wood home. At the top he
turned and looked out over the lake. A wild desire to rush down and
throw himself over the sea-wall into the dark, slashing waters came
upon him. To go inside meant the end of happiness so far as Celeste
Wood was concerned; to turn away would mean the end of his honor and
his conscience.
As he stood debating she opened the door and he was trapped. A
dazzling light shone in upon his darkness and he staggered forward
deeper into its warm radiance, conscious only that a deadly chill had
been cast off and that he was in the glow of her smile.
In the dimly lighted hall, red and seductive from the swinging lantern
with its antique trappings and scarlet eyes, he removed his overcoat
and threw it, with his hat, upon the Flemish chair. Slim, sweet and
graceful, she looked up into his somber face. There was a quizzical
smile on hers. And now, for the first time, he saw more than
friendship in those violet eyes. Plain, too plain, was the glint that
brightened the dark pupils; too plain were the roses in her cheeks.
"I know you appear very distinguished and important when you wear that
expression, but I'd much rather see you smile," she said, gaily.
"Smiles are too expensive, sometimes," he said, without knowing what he
uttered.
"I'll buy them at your own price," she laughed, but a shade of anxiety
crossed her face.
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