The day for the wedding was set, and it was not until then that his
eyes were opened to the wrong he was doing Celeste. She could not be
his wife. All the marriage vows in the land could not bind her to him
in law. For the first time he realized that reality. But to his
rescue came the assurance that he loved her and that she was his in the
holy sight of God, if not in the wretched laws of man. He saw the
wrong of it all, but he made his own law and he made his wrong a right.
As he made his arrangements for the marriage he was afraid that
something like conscience might overthrow him before his desires could
be realized.
Blissfully ignorant and deeply in love, she filled him with joy by
naming a day just one month from that on which he told her that he
loved her. Acceding again to his wishes, for his eager will, urged on
by fear, carried her with it, she agreed to a very quiet wedding.
The power of his love--the love which shrank and trembled with the fear
that it might be thwarted--carried everything before it, sweeping honor
and dishonor into a heap which he called the mountain of happiness, and
he resolved that it should be strong and enduring.
A week before the wedding day he went to Justine, utterly
conscienceless, glorying in his love for her, rejoicing in his capacity
to share it with another. Happy were the day and night he spent with
her. She gave him the fullness of a love long restrained, long
pent-up. She had not seen him in more than three months. All the
unhappiness, all the joylessness, all the lonesomeness were swept away
by the return of this handsome boy, her husband, her Jud.
It must be confessed that she felt some uneasiness lest he meet 'Gene
Crawley on the place and lest the long averted catastrophe might occur.
She felt guilty in that she was deceiving Jud in regard to 'Gene. That
was her greatest sin! But Crawley went to the village on that day. He
had seen Jud enter the gate the evening before while he was doing the
work about the barn, and had slunk back to his lodging place in Martin
Grimes' barn. An ugly hatred came into the soul Justine had tempered
until it was gentler than one could have supposed 'Gene Crawley's soul
could be. The little farm looked fairly prosperous. Jud did not know
that the season had turned unproductive and that Justine had been
forced to observe the utmost frugality in order to make both ends meet.
And so he basked in her love and then went away, loving her more deeply
than ever. He told her of his hopes and his desires and of his
struggles to go ahead. Some time, he was sure, he could take her to
the city and they could be happy forever.
"Poor Jud," she said, with tears in her eyes. "You are so lonesome, so
unhappy! I wish I could be with you. But we are so awfully, awfully
poor, aren't we?"
"Cruelly poor, dear, is better. You haven't had a new dress in a year,
and look at these clothes of mine."
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