The Shield of LoveFarjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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The Shield of Love
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
English fiction -- 19th century
"What I have to say is for your ears alone," he said, and he motioned
again to the door. The masterfulness of the order did not escape Mrs.
Grantham. She moved her chair to the window, which looked out upon the
lawn, and from which she could also see the bridge.
"Go with Charlotte, my dear," she said to Clair, "but keep on the
lawn, so that I can see you."
"Yes, mamma."
"My dear Mrs. Grantham," commenced Mr. Fox-Cordery, in a bland voice
of false pity, "I have deplorable news to convey to you. A short time
since, when I had the honor of making a proposal to you----"
The look she gave him stopped him. "If you are about to renew that
proposal, Mr. Fox-Cordery, I must ask you to go no further. I gave you
my answer then; it would be my answer now."
"I am unfortunate in my choice of words," he said, losing the guard he
had kept upon himself during her visit. "I did not wish to shock you
too suddenly by disclosing abruptly what it is my duty, as your man of
business, to disclose."
"To shock me too suddenly!" she said, pausing in her work.
"It was my desire. Believe me, I am your friend, as I have ever been;
make any call you like upon me, and you will not find me unwilling to
respond. But to come down so low in the world, to lose one's all, to
be suddenly beggared----"
He put his hand to his eyes, and watched slyly through his fingers.
Her work dropped into her lap; her mouth trembled, but she did not
speak.
"It might have been borne with resignation," he continued, "if one did
not have a beloved child to care for and protect from the hardships of
a cruel world. In your place I can imagine how it would affect me, how
I should tremble at what is before me. Love is all-powerful, but there
are circumstances in which it brings inexpressible grief to the heart.
How shall I tell you? I cannot, I cannot!"
He rose from his chair, and paced the room with downcast head, but he
kept his stealthy watch upon her face all the time. He was
disconcerted that she did not speak, that she uttered no cry of alarm.
He expected her to assist him through the scene he had acted to
himself a dozen times. He had put words into her mouth, natural words
which should by rights have been spoken in the broken periods of his
revelation; but she sat quite silent, waiting for him to proceed.
"Still, it must be told, and should have been told before. I grieve to
say that you have lost your fortune, and that, unless you have
resources with which I am unacquainted--and with all my heart I hope
you have--your future and the future of your dear child is totally
unprovided for."
And having come to this termination, he threw himself into his chair
with the air of a man whose own hopes and prospects were utterly
blighted. She found her voice.
"How have I lost my fortune, sir?" she asked with dry lips. Her throat
was parched, and her husky voice had a note of pain in it which
satisfied him that he had succeeded in terrifying her. "You had the
sole control of it."
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