In sight of the whitewashed cottages Honoria slipped down from her
saddle, removed Aide-de-camp’s bridle, and turned him loose to
browse. With the bridle on her arm she walked forward alone.
She came noiselessly on the turf, and with the click of the gate her
shadow fell at Humility’s feet. Humility looked up and saw her
standing against the sunset, in her dark habit. Even in that instant
she saw also that Honoria’s face, though shaded, was more beautiful
than of old. “More dangerous” she told herself; and rose, knowing
that the problem was to be solved at last.
“Good-evening!” she said, rising. “Oh yes--you must come inside,
please; but you will have to forgive our untidiness.”
Honoria followed, wondering as of old at the beautiful manners which
dignified Humility’s simplest words.
“I heard that you were to go.”
“Yes; we have been packing for a week past. To North Wales it is--
a forsaken spot, no better than this. But I suppose that’s the sort
of spot where light-houses are useful.”
The sun slanted in upon the packed trunks and dismantled walls; but it
blazed also upon brass window-catches, fender-knobs, door-handles--all
polished and flashing like mirrors.
“I am come,” said Honoria, “now at the last--to ask your pardon.”
“At the last?” Humility seemed to muse, staring down at one of the
trunks; then went on as if speaking to herself. “Yes, yes, it has been
a long time.”
“A long injury--a long mistake; you must believe it was an honest
mistake.”
“Yes,” said Humility gravely. “I never doubted you had been misled. God
forbid I should ask or seek to know how.”
Honoria bowed her head.
“And,” Humility pursued, “we had put ourselves in the wrong by
accepting help. One sees now it is always best to be independent;
though at the time it seemed a fine prospect for him. The worst was
our not telling him. That was terribly unfair. As for the rest-- well,
after all, to know yourself guiltless is the great thing, is it not?
What others think doesn’t matter in comparison with that. And then of
course he knew that I, his mother, never believed the falsehood--no,
not for a moment.”
“But it spoiled his life?”
Now Humility had spoken, and still stood, with her eyes resting on the
trunk. Beneath its lid, she knew, and on top of Taffy’s books and other
treasures, lay a parcel wrapped in tissue paper--a dog collar with
the inscription “_Honoria from Taffy_.” So, by lifting the lid of her
thoughts a little--a very little--more, she might have given Honoria
a glimpse of something which her actual answer, truthful as it was,
concealed.
“No. I wouldn’t say that. If it had spoilt his life--well, you have a
child of your own and can understand. As it is, it has strengthened
him, I think. He will make his mark--in a different way. Just now he is
only a foreman among masons; but he has a career opening. Yes, I can
forgive you at last.”
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