“Don’t you remember that day--the morning when we began lessons
together? You explained the alphabet to me, and when we came to W--
you said it was a ship--a ship of stars. There was a story about it,
you said, and promised to tell me some day.”
He laughed. “What queer things you remember!”
“But what was the story?”
“I wonder! If I ever knew, I’ve forgotten. I dare say I had
something in my head. Now I think of it, I was always making up some
foolish tale or other, in those days.”
Yes; he had forgotten. “I have often tried to make up a story about
that ship,” she said gravely, “out of odds and ends of the stories
you used to tell. I don’t think I ever had the gift to invent
anything on my own account. But at last, after a long while--”
“The story took shape? Tell it to me, please.”
She hesitated, and broke into a bitter little laugh. “No,” said she,
“you never told me yours.” Again it came to her with a pang that he
and she had changed places. He had taken her forthrightness and left
her, in exchange, his dreams. They were hers now, the gaily coloured
childish fancies, and she must take her way among them alone.
Dreams only! but just as a while back he had started to confess his
dream and had broken down before her, so now in turn she knew that
her tongue was held.
Humility rose as they entered the kitchen together. A glance as
Honoria held out her hand for good-bye told her all she needed to
know.
“And you are leaving in a day or two?” Honoria asked.
“Thursday next is the day fixed.”
“You are very brave.”
Again the two women’s eyes met, and this time the younger understood.
_Whither thou goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge;
thy people shall be my people, and thy God my God_--that which the
Moabitess said for a woman’s sake women are saying for men’s sakes by
thousands every day.
Still holding her hand, Humility drew Honoria close. “God deal
kindly with you, my dear,” she whispered, and kissed her.
At the gate Honoria blew a whistle, and after a few seconds
Aide-de-camp came obediently out of the darkness to be bridled.
This done, Taffy lent his hand and swung her into the saddle.
“Good-night and good-bye!”
Taffy was the first to turn back from the gate. The beat of
Aide-de-camp’s hoofs reminded him of something--some music he had
once heard; he could not remember where.
Humility lingered a moment longer, and followed to prepare her son’s
supper.
But Honoria, fleeing along the ridge, hugged one fierce thought in
her defeat. The warm wind sang by her ears, the rhythm of
Aide-de-camp’s canter thudded upon her brain; but her heart cried
back on them and louder than either--
“He is mine, mine, mine! He is mine, and always will be. He is lost
to me, but I possess him. For what he is I have made him, and at my
cost he is strong.”
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