“_Your father dangerously ill. Come at once_.”
There was no signature. Yet Taffy knew who had ridden to the office
with that telegram. The flying dark held visions of her, and the
express throbbed westward to the beat of Aide-de-camp’s gallop.
Nor was he surprised at all to find her on the platform at Truro
Station. The Tredinnis phaeton was waiting outside.
He seemed to her but a boy after all, as he stepped out of the train
in the chill dawn: a wan-faced boy, and sorely in need of comfort.
“You must be brave,” said she, gathering up the reins as he climbed
to the seat beside her.
Surely yes; he had been telling himself this very thing all night.
The groom hoisted in his portmanteau, and with a slam of the door
they were off. The cold air sang past Taffy’s ears. It put vigour
into him, and his courage rose as he faced his shattered prospects,
shattered dreams. He must be strong now for his mother’s sake; a man
to work and be leant upon.
And so it was that whereas Honoria had found him a boy, Humility
found him a man. As her arms went about him in her grief, she felt
his body, that it was taller, broader; and knew in the midst of her
tears that this was not the child she had parted from seven short
weeks ago, but a man to act and give orders and be relied upon.
“He called for you... many times,” was all she could say.
For Taffy had come too late. Mr. Raymond was dead. He had
aggravated a slight chill by going back to his work too soon, and the
bitter draughts of the church had cut him down within sight of his
goal. A year before he might have been less impatient. The chill
struck into his lungs. On December 1st he had taken to his bed, and
he never rallied.
“He called for me?”
“Many times.”
They went up the stairs together and stood beside the bed. The
thought uppermost in Taffy’s mind was--“He called for me. He wanted
me. He was my father and I never knew him.”
But Humility in her sorrow groped amid such questions as these,
“What has happened? Who am I? Am I she who yesterday had a husband
and a child? To-day my husband is gone and my child is no longer the
same child.”
In her room old Mrs. Venning remembered the first days of her own
widowhood, and life seemed to her a very short affair, after all.
Honoria saw Taffy beside the grave. It was no season for out-of-door
flowers, and she had rifled her hothouses for a wreath. The exotics
shivered in the north-westerly wind; they looked meaningless,
impertinent, in the gusty churchyard. Humility, before the coffin
left the house, had brought the dead man’s old blue working-blouse,
and spread it for a pall. No flowers grew in the Parsonage garden;
but pressed in her Bible lay a very little bunch, gathered, years
ago, in the meadows by Honiton. This she divided and, unseen by
anyone, pinned the half upon the breast of the patched garment.
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