That end took him, in moments which otherwise would have been empty, to
Helga Strawn. She had made her little home cosy and comfortable, the
living room almost luxurious. She wore rare gowns, painstakingly
chosen; she kept him waiting when he called; she received him with
indifference. She seemed to grow as frank with him as he with her, and
often enough the frankness was genuine. She told him coolly at the
outset that she knew he would swindle her out of her money if he got
the chance and that he was not going to get the chance. She informed
him that she did not trust him but that that need make no difference in
their relations; if she became convinced that the project were safe she
would go into it as deeply as any one.
She treated Sledge Hume very much as he treated the rest of the world;
and she noted with keen relish that her treatment irritated him. She
already knew the man well enough to be sure that he would come again
the sooner, and more frequently, to force her by the very dominance of
his virile personality to see him as he saw himself, in a word as her
superior.
As only a very clever woman could have done she drew him out to talk
about himself, about his motives. She listened always in apparent cool
indifference, always in keen, hard interest under the surface she chose
to wear. She never forgot that she had sold to him for twenty-five
thousand dollars property for which she would not now accept twice that
amount and which he would not relinquish for such a sum. She never
forgot that, legally, she had no hope of regaining it. But there would
be a way, when she came to know the man utterly, when she came to feel
out every nerve of his moral being. She tried to make him talk freely
about himself by the one method which must remain infallible as long as
Sledge Hume was Sledge Hume, by cool criticism of him.
One day as they idled in her living room she told him abruptly that he
was the most selfish man she had ever known. Her smile, as near a
sneer as a smile may be and not become unlovely, the tapping of her
French slipper, did not cease during his rather lengthy rejoinder.
"Selfish?" he had answered roughly. "Of course I am. Who isn't? You
mean that I am the only man you know who isn't afraid to say so! All
creation is selfish; selfishness is the keynote of progress, of
evolution, of any sort of success. It begins with the lowest forms of
life where each single celled unit takes what it needs for its own
good; it is the thing which keeps life in the four footed world; it is
the highest concern of the priest who while he pretends to serve mere
man and a mythological Saviour never loses sight of his own reward at
the end of it. It is the basic principle underlying all religion; take
out of it the personal, selfish consideration, 'Be good and you can go
to Heaven! be bad and go to Hell!' and your whole religion falls to
pieces. Take selfishness out of the world and the world will stagnate
and rot."
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