Historical fiction; Railroads -- History -- Fiction
Wednesday and Thursday passed. Harvey's complete recovery was slow,
though he worked hard at his desk; even the news of Jim's victory seemed
to have little effect on him. He was listless, his work contained little
of the old vigor and energy, and there were rings under his eyes.
Jim said nothing, but he had not been blind to Katherine's tell-tale
interest when Harvey was found. He knew Harvey, even better than the
younger man suspected. From the nature of his work and experience Jim
had learned to read human nature,--probably that faculty had much to do
with his success,--and the fact that in Harvey's make-up were certain of
his own rugged characteristics had drawn him to Harvey more than to
any other man of his acquaintance: this in addition to the one touch
of sentiment that had influenced Jim's whole career, for he could not
forget that Harvey was the son of the only woman he had ever loved.
Thursday evening Jim sat down to his solitary dinner with a feeling of
utter loneliness. There came back to him, clearer than for a quarter of
a century, all the yearning, the unrest, the self-abandon of his love
for Ethel Harvey. The years had rounded him, and built up in him a
sturdy character; he stood before the world a man of solid achievement,
calm, successful, satisfied. His spreading interests, his intricate
affairs, the prestige and credit of his position--these had combined to
concentrate his energies, to hold, day and night, his thoughts, crowding
out alike dreams and memories. He had given the best of his life, not
for gold, but for power, credit, influence. The struggle had fascinated
him, he had risen to each new emergency with a thrill at the thought of
grappling with men of mettle, of calling into play each muscle of
the system he had organized. But as he left the table and walked with
unelastic step into the library, there rose before him the picture of
Harvey, weak and pale but filled nevertheless with the vigor of youthful
blood, stretched on a couch, while over him, gentle in her womanhood,
Katherine was bending. As the scene came back he again moved through it,
and again, as he turned to go, he caught a glimpse of her eyes, and he
saw in them the look that no man can view without a prayer, a look that
melted through the crust of years and left Jim's heart bare.
It was dark in the library, but he cared not. He sat before the wide
table staring at the shadows. For the first time in many years he was
far from stocks and from the world. He tried madly, desperately, then
humbly, to fight down the other picture--that of the only other woman
whose eyes had reached his heart; but the struggle was too great, and
with head buried on his outstretched arms Jim gave way to a flood burst
of memory that poured out years in moments.
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