The Shoulders of Atlas: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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The Shoulders of Atlas: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Fiction
"I have asked her, and she says that of course she's got something on
her mind, that she ain't a fool. You can't get around Sylvia. She
never would tell anything unless she wanted to. She ain't like most
women."
Just then Horace turned the corner of the street leading to his
school, and the conversation ceased, with an enjoinder on his part to
Henry not to be disturbed about it, as he did not think it could be
anything serious.
Henry's reply rang back as the two men went their different ways. "I
don't suppose it can be anything serious," he said, almost angrily.
Horace, however, was disposed to differ with him. He argued that a
woman of Sylvia Whitman's type does not change her manner and grow
introspective for nothing. He was inclined to think there might be
something rather serious at the bottom of it all. His imagination,
however, pictured some disease, which she was concealing from all
about her, but which caused her never-ceasing anxiety and perhaps
pain.
That night he looked critically at her and was rather confirmed in
his opinion. Sylvia had certainly grown thin, and the lines in her
face had deepened into furrows. She looked much older than she had
done before she had received her inheritance. At the same time she
puzzled Horace by looking happier, albeit in a struggling sort of
fashion. Either Rose or the inheritance was the cause of the
happiness. Horace was inclined to think it was Rose, especially since
she seemed to him more than ever the source of all happiness and
further from his reach.
That night he had found in the post-office a story of whose
acceptance he had been almost sure, accompanied by the miserable
little formula which arouses at once wrath and humiliation. Horace
tore it up and threw the pieces along the road. There was a
thunder-shower coming up. It scattered the few blossoms remaining on
the trees, and many leaves, and the bits of the civilly hypocritical
note of thanks and rejection flew with them upon the wings of the
storm wind.
Horace gazed up at the clouds overhead, which looked like the rapids
of some terrible, heavenly river overlapping each other in shell-like
shapes and moving with intense fury. He thought of Rose, and first
hoped that she was in the house, and then reflected that he might as
well give up all hope of ever marrying her. The returned manuscript
in his pocket seemed to weigh down his very soul. He recalled various
stories which he had read in the current magazines of late, and it
seemed to him that his compared very favorably with them. He tried to
think of the matter judicially, as if the rejected story were not his
own, and felt justified in thinking well of it. He had a sickening
sense of being pitted against something which he could not gainsay,
which his own convictions as to the privilege of persons in authority
to have their own opinions forbade him to question.
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