The Shoulders of Atlas: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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The Shoulders of Atlas: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Fiction
One day Henry, coming suddenly into the sitting-room, found Rose on
her knees beside Sylvia, weeping bitterly. Sylvia was looking over
the girl's head with a terrible, set expression, as if she were
looking at her own indomitable will. For the first time Henry lost
sight of the fact that Sylvia was a woman. He seemed to see her as a
separate human soul, sexless and free, intent upon her own ends,
which might be entirely distinct from his, and utterly unknown to him.
Rose turned her tear-wet face towards him. "Oh, Uncle Henry," she
sobbed, "Aunt Sylvia is worrying over something, and she won't tell
me."
"Nonsense," said Henry.
"Yes, she is. Horace and I both know she is. She won't tell me what
it is. She goes about all the time with such a dreadful face, and she
won't tell me. Oh, Aunt Sylvia, is it because you don't want me to
marry Horace?"
Sylvia spoke, hardly moving her thin lips. "I have nothing whatever
against your marriage," she said. "I did think at first that you were
better off as you were, but now I don't feel so."
"But you act so." Rose stumbled to her feet and ran sobbing out of
the room.
Henry turned to his wife, who sat like a statue. "Sylvia, you ought
to be ashamed of yourself," he said, in a bewildered tone. "Here you
are taking all the pleasure out of that poor child's little
love-affair, going about as you do."
"There are other things besides love-affairs," said Sylvia, in a
strange, monotonous tone, almost as if she were deaf and dumb, and
had no knowledge of inflections. "There are affairs between the soul
and its Maker that are more important than love betwixt men and
women."
Sylvia did not look at Henry. She still gazed straight ahead, with
that expression of awful self-review. The thought crossed Henry's
mind that she was more like some terrible doll with a mechanical
speech than a living woman. He went up to her and took her hands.
They were lying stiffly on her lap, in the midst of soft white
cambric and lace--some bridal lingerie which she was making for Rose.
"Look here, Sylvia," said Henry, "you don't mean that you are
fretting about--what you told me?"
"No," said Sylvia, in her strange voice.
"Then what--?"
Sylvia shook off his hands and rose to her feet. Her scissors dropped
with a thud. She kept the fluffy white mass over her arm. Henry
picked up the scissors. "Here are your scissors," said he.
Sylvia paid no attention. She was looking at him with stern, angry
eyes.
"What I have to bear I have to bear," said she. "It is nothing
whatever to you. It is nothing whatever to any of you. I want to be
let alone. If you don't like to see my face, don't look at it. None
of you have any call to look at it. I am doing what I think is right,
and I want to be let alone."
She went out of the room, leaving Henry standing with her scissors in
his hand.
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