The Shoulders of Atlas: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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The Shoulders of Atlas: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Fiction
Mrs. Ayres took the girl by her two slender shoulders; she bent her
merciful, loving face close to the younger one, distraught, and full
of longing, primeval passion. "Lucy," she whispered, "your mother
never lost sight of--anything."
Lucy turned deadly white. She stared back at her mother.
"You thought perhaps he was in love with Miss Farrel, didn't you?"
Mrs. Ayres said, in a very low whisper.
Lucy nodded, still staring with eyes of horrified inquiry at her
mother.
"You had seen him with her?"
"Ever so many times, walking, and he took her to ride, and I saw him
coming out of the hotel. I thought--"
"Listen, Lucy." Mrs. Ayres's whisper was hardly audible. "Mother made
some candy and sent it to Miss Farrel. She--never had any that
anybody else made. It--was candy that would not hurt anybody that she
had."
Lucy's face lightened as if with some veritable illumination.
"Mother perhaps ought not to have let you think--as you did, so
long," said Mrs. Ayres, "but she thought perhaps it was best, and,
Lucy, mother has begun to realize that it was. Now you think,
perhaps, he is in love with this other girl, don't you?"
"They are living in the same house," returned Lucy, in a stifled
shriek, "and--and--I found out this afternoon that she--she is in
love with him. And she is so pretty, and--" Lucy sobbed wildly.
"Mother has been watching every minute," said Mrs. Ayres.
"Mother, I haven't killed him?"
"No, dear. Mother made the candy."
Lucy sobbed and trembled convulsively. Mrs. Ayres stroked her hair
until she was a little quieter, then she spoke. "Lucy," she said,
"the time has come for you to listen to mother, and you must listen."
Lucy looked up at her with her soft, terrible eyes.
"You are not in love with this last man," said Mrs. Ayres, quietly.
"You were not in love with any of the others. It is all because you
are a woman, and the natural longings of a woman are upon you. The
time has come for you to listen and understand. It is right that you
should have what you want, but if the will of God is otherwise you
must make the best of it. There are other things in life, or it would
be monstrous. It will be no worse for you than for thousands of other
women who go through life unmarried. You have no excuse to--commit
crime or to become a wreck. I tell you there are other things besides
that which has taken hold of you, soul and body. There are spiritual
things. There is the will of God, which is above the will of the
flesh and the will of the fleshly heart. It is for you to behave
yourself and take what comes. You are still young, and if you were
not there is always room in life for a gift of God. You may yet have
what you are crying out for. In the mean time--"
Lucy interrupted with a wild cry. "Oh, mother, you will take care of
me, you will watch me!"
"You need not be afraid, Lucy," said Mrs. Ayres, grimly and tenderly.
"I will watch you, and--" She hesitated a moment, then she continued,
"If I ever catch you buying that again--"
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