The Shoulders of Atlas: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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The Shoulders of Atlas: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Fiction
"I do," cried Horace, hurriedly. He looked longingly at the door. He
had never felt so shamed in his life, and never so angrily
sympathetic.
"I will go over to Mrs. Steele's and telephone immediately," said
Mrs. Ayres, calmly. "Good-morning, Mr. Allen."
"Good-morning," said Horace. There was something terrible about the
face of patient defiance which the woman lifted to his.
"You will not--" she began.
Horace caught her thin hand and pressed it heartily. "Good God, Mrs.
Ayres!" he stammered.
She nodded. "Yes, I understand. I can trust you," she said. "I am
very glad it happened with you."
Horace was relieved to be out in the open air. He felt as if he had
escaped from an atmosphere of some terrible emotional miasma. He
reflected that he had heard of such cases as poor Lucy Ayres, but he
had been rather incredulous. He walked along wondering whether it was
a psychological or physical phenomenon. Pity began to get the better
of his shame for himself and the girl. The mother's tragic face came
before his eyes. "What that woman must have to put up with!" he
thought.
When he had commenced the morning session of school he found himself
covertly regarding the young girls. He wondered if such cases were
common. If they were, he thought to himself that the man who threw
the first stone was the first criminal of the world. He realized the
helplessness of the young things before forces of nature of which
they were brought up in so much ignorance, and his soul rebelled. He
thought to himself that they should be armed from the beginning with
wisdom.
He was relieved that at first he saw in none of the girl-faces before
him anything which resembled in the slightest degree the expression
which he had seen in Lucy Ayres's. These girls, most of them
belonging to the village (there were a few from outside, for this was
an endowed school, ranking rather higher than an ordinary
institution), revealed in their faces one of three interpretations of
character. Some were full of young mischief, chafing impatiently at
the fetters of school routine. They were bubbling over with innocent
animal life; they were longing to be afield at golf or tennis. They
hated their books.
Some were frankly coquettish and self-conscious, but in a most
healthy and normal fashion. These frequently adjusted stray locks of
hair, felt of their belts at their backs to be sure that the
fastenings were intact, then straightened themselves with charming
little feminine motions. Their flowerlike faces frequently turned
towards the teacher, and there was in them a perfect consciousness of
the facts of sex and charm, but it was a most innocent, even
childlike consciousness.
The last type belonged to those intent upon their books, soberly
adjusted to the duties of life already, with little imagination or
emotion. This last was in the minority.
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