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A forlorn nod was the answer.
“And since then he has done as he chose, and he has not chosen to care
for Stornham. And once he made you write to father, to ask for more
money?”
“I did it once. I never would do it again. He has tried to make me. He
always says it is to save Stornham for Ughtred.”
“Nothing can take Stornham from Ughtred. It may come to him a ruin, but
it will come to him.”
“He says there are legal points I cannot understand. And he says he is
spending money on it.”
“Where?”
“He--doesn't go into that. If I were to ask questions, he would make me
know that I had better stop. He says I know nothing about things. And
he is right. He has never allowed me to know and--and I am not like you,
Betty.”
“When you signed the paper, you did not realise that you were doing
something you could never undo and that you would be forced to submit to
the consequences?”
“I--I didn't realise anything but that it would kill me to live as I had
been living--feeling as if they hated me. And I was so glad and thankful
that he seemed kinder. It was as if I had been on the rack, and he
turned the screws back, and I was ready to do anything--anything--if
I might be taken off. Oh, Betty! you know, don't you, that--that if he
would only have been a little kind--just a little--I would have obeyed
him always, and given him everything.”
Betty sat and looked at her, with deeply pondering eyes. She was
confronting the fact that it seemed possible that one must build a new
soul for her as well as a new body. In these days of science and growing
sanity of thought, one did not stand helpless before the problem of
physical rebuilding, and--and perhaps, if one could pour life into a
creature, the soul of it would respond, and wake again, and grow.
“You do not know where he is?” she said aloud. “You absolutely do not
know?”
“I never know exactly,” Lady Anstruthers answered. “He was here for a
few days the week before you came. He said he was going abroad. He might
appear to-morrow, I might not hear of him for six months. I can't help
hoping now that it will be the six months.”
“Why particularly now?” inquired Betty.
Lady Anstruthers flushed and looked shy and awkward.
“Because of--you. I don't know what he would say. I don't know what he
would do.”
“To me?” said Betty.
“It would be sure to be something unreasonable and wicked,” said Lady
Anstruthers. “It would, Betty.”
“I wonder what it would be?” Betty said musingly.
“He has told lies for years to keep you all from me. If he came now, he
would know that he had been found out. He would say that I had told you
things. He would be furious because you have seen what there is to see.
He would know that you could not help but realise that the money he made
me ask for had not been spent on the estate. He,--Betty, he would try to
force you to go away.”
“I wonder what he would do?” Betty said again musingly. She felt
interested, not afraid.
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