“Yes, I love her, Amy,” he answered deliberately. “But I didn’t fully
realize the fact until this hour. She was very kind to me during my
captivity. She loved me—and I knew it. But I thought of you; and
blinded myself to her charms. I was true to you through it all—in
deed and in thought. As soon as I escaped, I returned to your home,
intending—desiring to make you my wife. You were gone. But still I
thought you true. I had no idea that you would marry George Hilliard, of
your own choice. I searched for you—longed for you. I loved you still—I
believed in your love for me. Yesterday I found you. I said to myself:
‘She has been forced into this marriage—she isn’t to blame. But she is
lost to me forever; I have no right to love her now.’ Then La Violette’s
face arose before me. And I knew that I loved her—that my love for
you was a thing of the past. Last night was the first time that I
acknowledged to myself that I loved La Violette. But I argued with myself
that you hadn’t been at fault, and that it would be cruel—heartless for
me to think of marrying La Violette, should I ever find her. In the
silent watches of the night—alone with my God—I resolved to give up
all quest for her, to remain faithful to my plighted troth. But this
morning——”
He broke off abruptly and looked her full in the eyes.
“Go on,” she whispered, with pale lips.
“But this morning you have told me your story; and——”
Again he stopped.
“Well?” she breathed faintly.
“_I—am—free!_”
Spasmodically hugging her baby to her breast, she sank back upon the bed
and turned her face from him. He saw that she was pale and trembling; and
he sincerely pitied her. Bending over her, he whispered gently:
“I’ll be your friend, Amy, as in the past. I’ll do all in my power to
find you a home, to make your future life comfortable and happy.”
She made no reply, by word or sign.
“I believe you said you had started to return to your relatives in
Pennsylvania?” he remarked.
She slightly inclined her head.
“Very well. When we can leave here, I’ll find you company and send you
thither. Now I must be going. Don’t think me cruel. I’m trying to be just
and merciful.”
A few moments later, he was without the tent. The heavens were thickly
clouded; the rain was falling drearily. A short time he stood with bared
head, unmindful of the buzz of human life around him. Then, sighing, he
took his way toward the place where Hiram Bradford was confined.
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CHAPTER XIX.
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