The Silent Shore: A RomanceBloundelle-Burton, John
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The Silent Shore: A Romance
Bloundelle-Burton, John
English fiction -- 19th century
"Of course not, but still her wish is natural," Penlyn said, and then
he said "Good-bye" to Sir Paul also, and went back to London.
As he sat in the train on the return journey, he wondered what fresh
trouble and sorrow there could possibly be in store for him over the
miserable events of the past week, and he also wondered if he ever
again would know peace upon this earth! It was impossible to help
looking back to a short month ago, to the time before that discovery
had been made at the inn at Le Vocq, and to remembering how happy he
had been then, how everything in this world had seemed to smile upon
him. He had been happy in his love for Ida, happy in the position he
held in the eyes of men, happy without any alloy to his happiness. And
then, from the moment when he had found that there was another son of
his father in the world, how all the brightness of his life had
changed! First had come the knowledge of that brother alive somewhere,
whom, thinking he was poor and outcast, he had pitied; then the
revelation that that brother, far from being the abject creature he
imagined, was in actual fact the rightful owner of the position he
usurped; and then the horror and the misery of the cruelly barbarous
death that brother had been put to, directly after revealing himself
in his true light. And, as horrible almost as all else were, the lies,
and the secrecy, and the duplicities with which he had environed
himself, in the hopes of shielding everything from the eyes of the
world. Lies, and secrecies, and duplicities practised by him, who had
once regarded truth and openness as the first attributes of a man!
And there was one other thing that struck deeply to his heart; the
bitter wickedness of a man, with such nobility of nature as his
brother had shown, being cruelly stabbed to death. His life had been
one long abnegation of what should have been his, a resignation of the
honour of his birthright, so that he, who had taken his place, should
never be cast out of it; an abnegation that had been crowned by an
almost sublime act, the act of forcing himself to witness the
happiness of the one, who had taken so much from him, with the woman
he had long loved. For, that he had determined to resign all hopes of
her, there was, after the letter he had written, no doubt. And, as he
thought of all the unselfishness of that brother's nature, and of his
awful death, the tears flowed to his eyes, and, being alone, he buried
his head in his hands and wept as he had wept once before. "If I could
call him back again," he said to himself, "if I could once more see
him stand before me alive and well, I would cheerfully go out a beggar
into the world. But it cannot be, and I must bear the lot that has
fallen on me as best I can."
He reached his house early in the evening, and the footman handed him
a letter that had been left by a messenger but a short time before. It
ran as follows.
"GROSVENOR PLACE, _June_ 12_th_, 188-
"MY LORD,
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