The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
Meanwhile the thought came to his mind that from his own blood had come
forth an obstacle more alarming for the future than storms and the
river. His son could ruin or, at least, sadly embarrass everything in a
day. However intense the man's earnestness and the jealousy of his
character, he could never be satisfied to work for himself alone, and
there is no capitalist who does not live in the future by virtue of his
family ties. Cardonnet felt a fierce affection for his son in the depths
of his heart. Oh! if he could only recast that rebellious mind and
identify Emile with his own life! How proud he would be, what a feeling
of security he would enjoy! But this boy, who had superior faculties for
anything except what his father desired, seemed to have conceived a
conscientious contempt for wealth, and it was necessary to find some
joint in his armor, some vulnerable point at which that terrible passion
could be forced into his system. Cardonnet was well aware what chords
must be touched; but could he counteract or change the nature of his own
mental habit and his own talent sufficiently to produce no discord? The
instrument was at once powerful and delicate. The slightest lack of
harmony in the theory he was about to expound would be detected by a
watchful and perspicacious judge.
In a word it was necessary that Cardonnet, a man of violent temper and
at the same time of much adroitness, in whom, however, the habit of
domination was more powerful than the habit of strategy, should fight a
terrific battle with himself, stifle every violent impulse, and speak
the language of a conviction that was not altogether genuine. At last,
feeling calmer, and deeming himself sufficiently prepared, he sent for
Emile and returned to await his coming on the spot where he had lately
been absorbed in a long and painful meditation.
"Well, father," said the young man, taking his hand affectionately and
with evident emotion, for he felt that the moment was at hand when he
should know which was destined to carry the day in his heart, filial
affection, or terror and reproof; "well, father, here I am, ready to
receive the communication you promised me. I am twenty-one years old,
and I feel that I am becoming a man. You have delayed a long while to
set me free from the law of silence and blind confidence; my heart has
submitted as long as it can, but my common sense is beginning to speak
very loudly, and I await your paternal voice to reconcile them. You will
do it, I have no doubt, and throw open the doors of life to me; for thus
far I have done nothing but dream and wait and look. I have been
assailed by strange doubts, and I have suffered much already without
daring to mention it to you. Now you will cure me, you will give me the
key to this labyrinth in which I have gone astray; you will mark out for
me a path to the future which I shall delight to follow; happy and proud
if I can walk beside you!"
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