The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
knaves and brutes, tyrants and slaves, powerful and greedy eagles and
stupid and cowardly sparrows destined to be their prey. We live
according to the blind law of the savage nature; the code of savage
instinct which governs the brute is still the soul of our pretended
civilization; and we dare to say that the manufacturing industry will
save the world without departing from that path! No, no, father, all
these declamations of political economy are false and misleading! If you
compel me to be rich and powerful, as you have said so many times, and
if, by reason of the vulgar influence of money, the adorers of money
send me to represent their interests in the counsels of the nation, I
shall say what I have in my mind; I shall speak, and I suppose that I
shall speak only once: for they will put me to silence or force me to
leave the hall; but people will remember what I say, and they who chose
me will have reason to repent their choice!"
This discussion was prolonged far into the night, and it will be readily
understood that Emile did not convert his father. Monsieur Cardonnet was
not evil-minded, nor impious, nor voluntarily blameworthy toward God or
man. Indeed, certain practical virtues were very strongly accentuated in
him, and he had great talent in one special field. But his iron will was
the result of the entire absence of idealism in his character.
He loved his son but could not understand him. He was kind and attentive
to his wife, but he had never failed to stifle in her any thought
capable of interfering with his daily routine. He would have liked to be
able to reduce Emile to subjection in the same way; but, realizing that
was impossible, he was intensely annoyed and tears of vexation moistened
his burning eyes more than once during that stormy interview. He
sincerely believed that he was logically right; that his ideas were the
only really admissible and practicable ones.
He asked himself by what fatality he happened to have a dreamer and a
Utopian for a son, and more than once he raised his powerful arms to
heaven, asking with indescribable pain what crime he had committed that
such a calamity should be visited upon him.
Emile, worn out by fatigue and disappointment, was moved to pity at last
for that wounded heart and that incurable blindness.
"Let us talk no more about these matters, father," he said, wiping away
his own tears, which had their source farther down in his heart; "we
cannot become identified with each other. I can only continue to show my
submission and my filial love, thinking no more of myself and of a
happiness which I sacrifice to you. What are your orders? Shall I return
to Poitiers and go on with my studies until I pass my examinations?
Shall I stay here and act as your secretary and steward? I will close my
eyes and work like a machine so long as it is possible for me to do it.
I will look upon myself as your employé; I will enter your service----"
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