The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
The strange and sad feature of her position was that she did not realize
it, and that she acted as she did--so she would say in a whisper--for
the sake of peace. And she did not obtain it! The more she immolated
herself, the more she bored her lord and master.
Nothing weakens and destroys the intelligence so quickly as blind
submission.
Madame Cardonnet was an example of this truth.
Her brain had shrivelled in slavery, and her husband, not realizing that
it was the result of his domination, had reached the point of despising
her in secret.
Several years earlier Cardonnet had been terribly jealous, and his wife,
although faded and worn, still trembled at the idea that he might impute
a vicious thought to her. She had acquired the habit of not listening or
looking, so that she could say confidently when any man was mentioned to
her: "I didn't look at him; I don't know what he said; I paid no
attention to him." The utmost that she dared do was look at her son and
question him; for, as to her husband, if she was made anxious by the
unusual pallor of his cheeks or the increased severity of his glance, he
would speedily compel her to lower her eyes, saying: "In heaven's name,
what is there extraordinary about me that you should stare at me as if
you didn't know me?" Sometimes, at night, he would notice that she had
been weeping, and he would become affectionate once more after his
fashion. "Tell me, what's the matter? Is something troubling the poor
little woman? Would you like a new shawl? Would you like me to take you
to drive? No? Then it must be because the camellias are frozen? We will
have some sent down from Paris that are more hardy and so beautiful that
you won't regret the old ones." And, in truth, he lost no opportunity to
gratify his helpmeet's innocent tastes, at any price. He even required
her to dress more richly than she cared to do. It was his idea that
wives are children who must be rewarded for being good with toys and
gimcracks.
"It is certain," Madame Cardonnet would say to herself at such times,
"that my husband loves me dearly, and he is very attentive to me. What
have I to complain of, and what is the reason that I always feel
depressed?"
She saw that Emile was gloomy and downcast, and she could not extort the
secret of his trouble from him. She questioned him at tedious length
concerning his health, and advised him to go to bed early. She had a
feeling that it was something more serious than the result of insomnia;
but she said to herself that it was much better to allow a sorrow to
fall asleep in silence than to keep it alive by trying to allay it.
That evening Emile, as he was walking near the entrance to the village,
met Jean Jappeloup, who had returned several hours earlier and was
joyously celebrating his arrival with several friends, in the doorway of
a rustic dwelling.
"Well," said the young man holding out his hand, "are your affairs
settled?"
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