The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"But not without leaving traces behind," said Emile. "Even if memory
itself should disappear, our emotions, according as they were pleasant
or painful, will have deposited their balm or their poison, and our
hearts will be tranquil or broken according to the experience they have
had. I think that you must have suffered terribly in the past, although
your brave heart refuses to descend to lamentation, and that suffering,
which you conceal with too much pride, perhaps, increases my respect and
my sympathy for you."
"I have suffered more from the absence of happiness than from what is
commonly called unhappiness. I agree that a sort of pride has already
prevented me from seeking a remedy in the sympathy of others. Friendship
must needs come to seek me out, for I could not run after it."
"But in that case, would you have accepted it?"
"Oh! certainly," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, still in a cold tone,
but with a sigh that went to Emile's heart.
"And is it too late now?" asked the young man, with profound and
respectful pity.
"Now--why, I should have to believe in it," replied the marquis, "or
dare to ask for it--and from whom, pray?"
"Why not from him who listens to you and understands you to-day? Perhaps
he is the first who has done so for a long time."
"That is true!"
"Very well, do you despise my youth? Do you deem me incapable of a
serious sentiment, and do you fear that you will grow younger by
bestowing a little affection on a boy?"
"But suppose I should make you grow older, Emile?"
"Very good; as I shall strive, for my part, to make you retrace your
steps, the struggle will be advantageous to both of us. I shall gain in
wisdom unquestionably, and perhaps you will find some alleviation of the
wearisome monotony of your life. Believe in me, Monsieur de
Boisguilbault: at my age one cannot pretend; if I dare to offer you my
respectful attention, it is because I am capable of performing the
duties that accompany it, and of appreciating the advantages of your
affection!"
Monsieur de Boisguilbault took Emile's hand once more, and pressed it
very warmly, but made no reply.
By the light of the moon, which was just rising, the young man saw a
tear glisten an instant on the old man's withered cheek and disappear in
his silvery whiskers.
Emile had conquered; he was happy and proud.
The youth of to-day profess a malignant contempt for old age, but our
hero, on the contrary, felt a legitimate pride in triumphing over the
reserve and distrust of that venerable and unhappy man. He was flattered
by the thought that he had brought some consolation to that desolate
patriarch and had made up to him for the neglect or injustice of other
men.
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