The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"No, but it will do nothing without us _all_. There are times when one
should be consoled for not being at work, if one is learning; then comes
the time when one can learn and work at the same time. Do you feel that
you are strong?"
"Very!"
"So much the better! And I believe it!--Well, Emile, we will talk some
day--soon perhaps, in my next attack of fever, when my pulse beats a
little faster than it does to-day."
In such conversations as this Emile found strength to live through the
hours that he could not pass with Gilberte. There was something lacking
in his friendship with Monsieur de Boisguilbault: it was the being able
to speak to him of her and to tell him of his love. But there is in
happy love a something superb which can do very well without advice of
others, and the time when Emile would feel the need of complaining and
of seeking a support under the burden of despair had not yet arrived.
In what did this happiness consist, do you ask? In the first place, he
was in love--that is almost enough for him who loves dearly. And then he
knew that he was loved, although he had never dared to ask the question
and she would have dared even less to tell him so.
Meanwhile clouds were gathering on the horizon and Emile was destined to
feel the approach of the storm. One day Janille said to him as he was
leaving Châteaubrun: "Don't come again for three or four days; we have
some business to attend to in the neighborhood and we shall be away."
Emile turned pale: he thought that he was receiving his sentence, and he
hardly had strength to ask what day the family would have returned to
its penates. "Oh! toward the end of the week, I suppose," said Janille.
"Indeed it is probable that I shall stay here; I am too old to run about
over mountains, and you might come in as you ride by and ask if Monsieur
Antoine and his daughter have returned."
"You will allow me then to call upon you?" said Emile, striving to
conceal his mortal suffering.
"Why not, if your heart bids you?" replied the little old woman, drawing
herself up with an air in which the distrustful Emile fancied that he
could detect a touch of malice. "I am not afraid of being compromised!"
"It's all over," thought Emile. "My assiduity has been observed, and
although Monsieur Antoine and his daughter have no suspicion as yet,
Janille has made up her mind to turn me out. Her power here is absolute
and the critical moment has arrived. Well, Mademoiselle Janille," he
said, "I will come to see you to-morrow. I shall take great pleasure in
talking with you."
"How well that happens," said Janille; "I am very anxious to talk too!
But I have some flax to pick to-morrow and I shall not expect you until
the next day. That is understood; I shall be at home all day; don't fail
to come. Good-night, Monsieur Emile, we will have a good friendly talk.
Oh! you see I too am very fond of you!"
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