The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
But she was trembling; a sudden pallor had driven the brilliant color
from her cheeks; her heart was ready to burst; she staggered and leaned
against the rock to keep from falling. Emile was at her feet.
What did he say to her? He did not know himself, and the echoes of
Crozant did not retain his words. Gilberte did not hear them distinctly;
she had the roar of the torrent in her ears, increased a hundredfold by
the throbbing of the blood in her arteries, and it seemed to her that
the mountain, seized with convulsions, was swaying to and fro over her
head.
She had no legs with which to fly, indeed she did not think of it. In
vain does one fly from love; when it has found its way into the heart,
it takes root there and accompanies it everywhere. Gilberte did not know
that there was any other peril in love than that of allowing her heart
to be taken by surprise, and, in truth, there were no others for her
with Emile. That danger was great enough, Heaven knows, and the vertigo
it caused was full of irresistible delights.
All that Gilberte could say was to repeat with a sort of terror,
instinct with regret and pain:
"No, no! you must not love me!"
"That means that you hate me then!" rejoined Emile; and Gilberte turned
her face away, for she had not the courage to lie. "Very well," he
continued; "if you do not love me, what harm does it do for you to know
that I love you? Let me tell you so, since I can conceal it no longer.
It is a matter of indifference to you, and one does not fear what one
despises. Know that it is true then, and if I leave you, if I am to see
you no more, at all events understand why it is: it is because I am
dying for love of you, because I cannot sleep or work, because I am
losing my wits and shall soon find myself telling your father what I am
telling you now. I would rather be driven away by you than by the
others. So drive me away; but you shall hear me now, because my secret
is suffocating me; I love you, Gilberte, I love you so that it is
killing me!"--And Emile's heart was so full that it overflowed in sobs.
Gilberte attempted to leave him; but she sat down only a few feet away
and began to weep. There was more joy than bitterness behind those
tears. So that Emile soon went to her to comfort her and was soon
comforted in his turn; for there was naught but affection and regret in
the terror that she felt.
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