The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)Sand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 1 (of 2)
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Haven't I said enough? Do you think that I can consent to love you,
with the certainty that you will belong to another sooner or later? It
seems to me that love means living together forever: that is why, when I
renounced the thought of marriage, I had to renounce the thought of
love."
"I understand it so, too, Gilberte: love means living together forever!
To my mind not even death can put an end to it; did I not say all that
to you when I told you that I loved you? Ah! cruel Gilberte, you failed
to understand me, or else you do not choose to understand me; but if you
loved me you would not doubt. You would not tell me that you are poor,
you would forget all about it as I do."
"O _mon Dieu_! I do not doubt you, Emile; I know that you are as
incapable as myself of being guided by self-interest. But I ask you
again, are we stronger than destiny, than your father's will, for
instance?"
"Yes, Gilberte, yes, stronger than the whole world, if--we love each
other."
It is quite useless to repeat the remainder of the interview. We might
describe certain interludes of dismay and discouragement, when Gilberte,
becoming reasonable, that is to say miserable, once more, pointed out
obstacles and manifested a pride which, while not strongly marked, was
sufficiently intense to lead her to prefer eternal solitude to the
humiliation of a struggle against arrogance and wealth. We might tell by
what honorable and manly arguments Emile sought to restore her
confidence. But the strongest arguments, those to which Gilberte found
no reply, are those which we cannot transcribe, for they were all
enthusiasm and ingenuous pantomime.
Lovers are not eloquent after the manner of rhetoricians, and their
words written down have never had much meaning for those to whom they
were not addressed. If we could remember in cooler moments the
insignificant remark that caused us to lose our wits, we should not
understand how it could be and should jeer at ourselves.
But the tone and the glance find magical resources in passion, and Emile
soon succeeded in persuading Gilberte of what he himself believed at
that moment: namely that nothing was simpler or easier than for them to
marry, consequently that nothing was more legitimate and necessary than
that they should love each other with all their strength.
The noble-hearted girl loved Emile too dearly to harbor the thought that
he was a rash and presumptuous youth. He said that he would overcome any
possible resistance on his father's part, and Gilberte knew nothing of
Monsieur Cardonnet except by vague rumors. Emile guaranteed his loving
mother's consent and that assurance set Gilberte's conscience at rest.
She soon shared all his illusions, and it was agreed that he should
speak to his father before applying to Monsieur Antoine.
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