The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"You failed to understand me, Don Aleo, if you thought that shame made
me weep. There was no place in my heart for shame; there were enough
other causes of sorrow to fill it and make it insensible to everything
that came from without. If he had continued to love me, I should have
been happy, though I had been covered with infamy in the eyes of what
you call society."
It was impossible for me to restrain a shudder of wrath; I rose to pace
the floor. Juliette detained me. "Forgive me," she said in a trembling
voice, "forgive me for the pain I cause you. It is beyond my strength
always to avoid speaking of him."
"Very well, Juliette," I said, stifling a painful sigh, "pray speak of
him if it is a relief to you! But is it possible that you cannot succeed
in forgetting him, when everything about you tends to direct your
thoughts toward another life, another happiness, another love?"
"Everything about me!" said Juliette excitedly; "are we not in Venice?"
She rose and walked to the window; her white silk petticoat fell in
numberless folds about her graceful form. Her chestnut hair escaped from
the long pins of chased gold which only half confined it, and bathed her
back in a flood of perfumed silk. She was so lovely with the faint touch
of color in her cheeks, and her half loving, half bitter smile, that I
forgot what she said and went to her to take her in my arms. But she had
drawn the curtains partly aside, and looking through the glass, as the
moon's moist beams were beginning to break through the clouds, she
cried: "O Venice! how changed thou art! how beautiful thou once wert in
my eyes, and how desolate and deserted thou dost seem to-day!"
"What do you say, Juliette?" I cried in my turn; "have you been in
Venice before? Why have you never told me?"
"I saw that you wanted to see this beautiful city, and I knew that a
word would have prevented you from coming here. Why should I have made
you change your plan?"
"Yes, I would have changed it," I replied, stamping my foot. "Even if we
had been at the very gate of this infernal city, I would have caused the
boat to steer for some shore unstained by that memory; I would have
taken you there, I would have swum with you in my arms, if I had had to
choose between such a journey and this house, where perhaps you will
find at every step a burning trace of his passage! But tell me,
Juliette, where in heaven's name I can take refuge with you from the
past? Mention some city, tell me of some corner of Italy to which that
adventurer has not dragged you in his train?"
I was pale and trembling with wrath; Juliette turned slowly, gazed
coldly at me, and said, turning her eyes once more to the window:
"Venice, we loved thee in the old days, and to-day I cannot look on thee
without emotion, for he was fond of thee, he constantly invoked thy name
in his travels, he called thee his dear fatherland; for thou wert the
cradle of his noble family, and one of thy palaces still bears the name
that he bears."
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