The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
Terror deprived me of all judgment. I jumped through the window at the
risk of killing myself. Some soldiers who were passing picked me up and
carried me into the house unconscious. When I came to myself, Leoni and
his confederates had left the house. They declared that I had jumped
from the window in the delirium of brain fever, while they had gone into
another room to call for help. They had feigned the greatest
consternation. Leoni had remained until the surgeon who attended me
declared that I had broken no bones. Then he had gone out saying that he
would return, but he had not been seen for two days. He did not return,
and I never saw him again.
Here Juliette finished her narrative and fell back on her couch,
overwhelmed with fatigue and sadness.
"It was then, my poor child," I said, "that I made your acquaintance. I
was living in the same house. The story of your accident aroused my
interest. Soon I learned that you were young and worthy of a serious
attachment; that Leoni, after treating you with great brutality, had
abandoned you when you were critically ill and in want. I desired to see
you; you were delirious when I approached your bed. O, Juliette, how
lovely you were, with your bare shoulders, your dishevelled hair, your
lips burning with the fire of fever, and your face animated by the
excitement of suffering! How lovely you still seemed to me when,
prostrated by fatigue, you fell back on your pillow, pale and drooping,
like a white rose shedding its leaves in the hot sun of midday! I could
not tear myself away from you. I felt a thrill of irresistible sympathy;
I was impelled by such a deep interest as nobody had ever aroused in me.
I sent for the leading physicians of the city; I procured for you all
the comforts that you lacked. Poor deserted girl! I passed whole nights
by your bedside, I saw your despair, I understood your love. I had never
loved; it seemed to me that no woman was capable of returning the
passion that I was capable of feeling. I sought a heart as fervent as
mine. I distrusted all those that I put to the test, and I soon realized
the prudence of my self-restraint when I saw the coldness and frivolity
of the hearts of those women. Yours seemed to me the only one capable of
understanding me. A woman who could love and suffer as you had done was
the realization of all my dreams. I desired to obtain your affection,
but without much hope of success. What gave me the presumption to try to
console you was my absolute certainty that I loved you sincerely and
generously. All that you said in your delirium taught me to know you
just as well and thoroughly as our subsequent intimacy has done. I knew
that you were a sublime creature from the prayers that you addressed to
God, aloud, in a tone of which no words can describe the heart-rending
purity. You prayed for forgiveness for Leoni, always forgiveness, never
vengeance! You invoked the souls of your parents; you described to them
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