The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"Yes, you are right," said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, impressed by the
depth of conviction revealed by the carpenter's earnest tone; "I did not
know, Jean, that you would be as devoted a friend to Emile as myself and
perhaps a more useful one."
"I don't say that, Monsieur de Boisguilbault; I know that Emile looks
upon you as his real father, in place of the un-Christian father that
fate gave him; but I am something of a friend to him, and last night I
flatter myself that I cheered him up, as I cheered up some other people
this morning. As for her," he said, pointing to Gilberte, "she didn't
need any cheering up. I didn't expect she would! From the first moment
her mind was made up, and in my opinion it's a fine thing for a girl of
her age to be so strong as that, although you don't seem to think very
much of it."
The marquis hesitated and continued to pace the floor without speaking;
then he stopped at the window, opened it, returned to Gilberte, and
said:
"The rain has stopped, and I am afraid your people will be anxious about
you. I--I don't want to keep you any longer to-night, but--but we will
see each other again, and I shall be better prepared to talk with
you,--for I have many things to say to you."
"No, monsieur le marquis," replied Gilberte, rising, "we shall never
meet again; for in that case I must continue to deceive you and that
would be impossible to me. Chance has thrown us together, and I thought
that I was only fulfilling a bounden duty in offering you some trivial
attentions which my heart bade me offer. Thus far I was not blameworthy,
I leave it to you to judge; for in order to induce you to accept them,
it was necessary to tell a falsehood; and furthermore, my father had
made me swear that I would never annoy you with his grief, with his
repentance for an injury he did you long ago, of which I know nothing,
with his affection for you, which has remained like a painful wound in
the depths of his heart! In my dreams as a child I often formed a plan
of coming and throwing myself at your feet and saying to you: 'My father
suffers, he is unhappy on your account. If he has injured you, accept my
tears, my humiliation, my enthusiasm, my life if you will, in expiation
of his fault; give him your hand and trample me under your feet, and I
will bless you, if you remove from my father's heart the grief that
preys upon him and pursues him even in his sleep.'--Yes, that is the
dream that I used to cherish long ago; but I abandoned it because my
father ordered me to, thinking that I should simply add to your anger;
and I abandon it more completely than ever to-night, seeing the coldness
and aversion which my name inspires in you. So I take my leave without
imploring you in his behalf, distressed by a very painful certainty that
my father is the victim of very great injustice on your part; but I will
put forth all my energies to distract his thoughts and comfort him. And
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