The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone LeoniSand, George
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The Sin of Monsieur Antoine, Volume 2 (of 2) and Leone Leoni
Sand, George
French fiction -- 19th century
"When he was sober, he forgot about that, but he would have let himself
be chopped to pieces for me; and at this moment he's my best friend,
next to Monsieur Antoine. The subject of our suffering no longer exists,
and our friendship has endured. It was on his account that I had my
trouble with the excise people and became a vagabond for a while. Well,
he worked for my customers, so as to keep them for me; he brought me
money, and when I was free again gave my customers back to me; he has
nothing that doesn't belong to me, and as he is younger than I am, I
trust that he will close my eyes. He owes me that much; but after all,
it seems to me that I love him on account of the injury he did me and
the courage it required to forgive him!"
"Alas! alas!" said Monsieur de Boisguilbault, "we are sublime when we
are not afraid of being ridiculous!"
He closed the study door gently and walked back toward the fireplace,
when his eye fell at last on the package and a letter addressed to him.
"MONSIEUR LE MARQUIS:
"I promised you that you should hear no more of me; but you yourself
compel me to remind you that I exist, and I am going to do it for the
last time.
"Either you made a mistake in handing me certain objects of great value,
or you intended to bestow alms on me.
"I should not blush to accept your charity if I were reduced to the
necessity of imploring it; but you are mistaken, monsieur le marquis, if
you think I am in want.
"Our circumstances are comfortable, considering our necessities and
tastes, which are modest and simple. You are rich and generous; I should
be blameworthy to accept benefactions which you might bestow on so many
others; it would be robbing the poor.
"The one thing which it would have been very sweet to me to carry away
from your house, and which I would have given all my blood to obtain, is
a word of forgiveness, a friendly word for my father. Ah! monsieur, you
cannot conceive what a child's heart suffers when she sees her father
unjustly accused and knows not how to set him right. You did not furnish
me with the means to do so, for you persisted in keeping silent as to
the cause of your resentment; but how could you fail to understand that,
under the present circumstances, I could not accept your gifts and take
advantage of your kindness!
"I retain, however, a small cornelian ring which you placed on my finger
when I entered your house under an assumed name. It is an object of
trifling value, you told me, a souvenir of your travels. It is very
precious to me, although it was not as a pledge of reconciliation that
you chose to give it to me: but it will remind me of a very sweet yet
very painful moment, when I felt all my heart go out toward you, with
vain hopes that vanished instantly. I ought to hate you, for you hate a
father whom I adore! I know not how it is I esteem your gifts with no
feeling of wounded pride, and that I renounce your friendship with
profound grief.
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