"Yes, Donald," said Mary, looking at him with concern in her beautiful
eyes. "Doctor Witherspoon was almost ready to let me go, at last.
Oh, my dear, if I had known it would be so long I never would have
done what I did--have left you in suspense all these weeks. I would
have told you everything, and taken the risk.... But the very last
thing I found--it was in the _Planet_, just a few days before I went
away--an article which gave a full description of a wonderful cure made
by Doctor Witherspoon. It took only three days, and was absolutely
successful.... From previous accounts in the medical journals, I knew
that the operation was considered dangerous--but I pinned my faith to
the last thing I'd learned--and hoped.
"I'd made up my mind to take the risk, anyway. I had my plans all laid,
and that Saturday morning I drew enough money to see me through.... My
only question was whether or not to tell you.... And then, that last
night--that last night, dear, my courage failed utterly. When you spoke
of 'my sister Anne' with such confidence in me in your dear voice--oh,
Donald, every time you mentioned her, I felt--I can't tell you how
beneath contempt I felt.... To deceive you! Oh, Donald----"
"Don't--don't think of it, dearest," he said, gently. "I understand, I
understand."
"Oh, you're wonderful, wonderful," she said, with tears in her eyes.
"But it would all have been different if I had realized. Mine was a
bad case, Donald; the position and size of the mark, and my nervous
exhaustion, they all told against me, and after the very first
treatment I collapsed utterly. I knew nothing for days and days....
They kept me under anæsthetics and the treatment went on.... When
I came fully to myself, it was so near the end, I was so close to
achieving my heart's desire, that I made up my mind to wait--just a
little while, dear--to regain my strength, and then come back and tell
you--everything.... Oh, Donald," she paused, and looked deep into
his eyes, "I wonder if you can realize, quite, what the whole thing
meant to me. I knew you loved me, but I also knew how you shrank from
anything ugly, abnormal. I had good reason to know.... And the thing
had been a nightmare to me all my life long; I could not bear it any
longer.... And, if the operation was not to be successful, I had made
up my mind, Donald, that I would never, never see you again.... That
Mary Blake should vanish. That there should be no one left but Anne,
and that she would never be found, for--there would be nothing left in
life for her, and she would have been glad to lay it down----"
"Oh, Mary, Mary!" he cried, and unheeding the others in the room, he
threw his arms about her and held her fast. "It wouldn't have mattered
if the experiment had failed, dear. I love you, _you_--you must have
seen, just now, out there on the stairs--you must have realized that it
would have made no difference----"
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