Peter got up and strode about the room. He was worried and anxious. He
didn't, unfortunately, fully appreciate the gravity of this affair,
because, as Kenyon had said so tauntingly, he was a child in such
matters. But what he did appreciate was that his only brother had done
something, however sympathetic the motive, which might have far-reaching
consequences and which did away with the possibility of his going, as it
was Peter's determination to go, clean and straight to a good girl.
He turned to Kenyon, who had made himself comfortable. "I'll help you
for all I'm worth, Nick," he said.
"Right," said Kenyon. "I'll think out a line of action and let you know
to-morrow. There's no time to be lost."
XII
Kenyon got rid of Peter, too.
Apart from the fact that he was going to wait up for Belle, he wanted to
be alone. He was angry. It was just like his bad luck to come all the
way to America and find that the two men who had it in their power to be
of substantial use to him were both fully occupied,--one being
hopelessly in love, the other in money trouble and in what he recognized
as a difficult and even dangerous position. With characteristic
selfishness he resented these things. They made it necessary for him to
exercise his brain,--not for himself--which was his idea of the whole
art of living--but for others. There were other things that he resented
also. One was the fact that Peter was what he called a damned child. He
had no admiration whatever for his friend's absolute determination to
look only at the clean things of life. A thousand times since they had
shared the same rooms he had cursed Peter because of his sweeping
refusal to discuss a question which he knew to be of vital and
far-reaching importance. At these times Peter had always said something
like this: "My dear Nick, I'm not going to be a doctor, a woman-hunter,
or a sloppy man about town. I don't want to know any details whatever of
the things which stir up other men's curiosity. I've no room in my brain
for them. They don't amuse me or interest me. I'm jolly well going to
remain a damned child, whether you like it or not, so you may chuck
trying to drag me into these midnight discussions of yours with the men
who hang nudes all over their walls and gloat over filthy little French
books."
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