There was something comical as well as pathetic in the sight of this big
fellow playing the woman to this distraught boy,--undoing his tie,
taking off his collar and gradually getting him ready for bed. It was a
long and difficult process and needed consummate tact, tender firmness
and quiet determination. A hundred times Graham would spring to his feet
and--with one shoe on and one shoe off, minus coat and waistcoat, tie
and collar--pace the room from end to end, gesticulating wildly, sending
out a torrent of words in a hoarse whisper--sometimes almost on the
verge of tears. He was only twenty-four--not much more than a boy. It
was very hard luck that he should be up against so sordid a slice of
life at a time when he stood at the beginning of everything.
But Peter knew intuitively that it was absolutely necessary for Graham
to rid his system of this Strabosck poison and empty out his heart and
soul before he could be put to sleep, like a tired child. And so, with
the utmost patience, he subjected himself to play the part of a mental
as well as a physical nurse. Better than that, he mothered his brother,
smoothed him down, sympathized with him, assured him again and again
that he had done the only possible thing; and finally as the first touch
of dawn crept into the room had the infinite satisfaction of putting the
clothes about his brother's shoulders and seeing his dark head buried in
his pillow. Even then he was not wholly satisfied. Creeping upon tip-toe
about the room he laid hands on Graham's razors and put them in his
pocket. He was possessed with a sort of terror that the boy might wake
up and, acting under a strong revulsion of feeling, cut his throat. It
must be remembered that he had watched a human being under the strain
and stress of a very strong and terrible emotion and he was naturally
afraid. He knew his brother's excitable temperament. He had heard him
confess that the girl had exercised over him something more than mere
physical attraction, and although he was no psychologist it was easy for
him to see that, for a time at any rate, Graham was just as ready to
hurt himself as to hurt the girl. Some one had to be paid out for his
suffering and it was Peter's business to see that his brother, at any
rate, escaped punishment. Not content with having got Graham to bed and
to sleep and secured the razors which might be used in a moment of
impetuousness, Peter stayed on, sat down near the bed and listened to
one after another of the sounds of the great city's awakening. It was
then that he permitted himself to think back. He didn't remember the
fracas in the studio apartment or the unpleasantness of the place with
the unhealthy, unpleasant creatures who had been there. He repeated to
himself over and over again the words--the cold, cruel words of Ranken
Townsend,--"So this was your precious business engagement. Well, I don't
give my daughter to a man who shares her with women like Papowsky, so
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