Graham nodded. He couldn't find words to say what he felt about it all.
There was a look of acute pain on his pale face as he went into the
bath-room.
And then Peter sat down at his brother's table and wrote a little note
to Betty:
My own dearest Baby:
Something has happened and your father--who's a fine fellow and
well worthy of you--believes that I'm such a rotter that he's
told me to consider myself scratched. I'm going to play the
game by him for your sake as well as his. Don't worry about it.
Leave everything to me. I won't ask you to go on loving me and
believing in me, because that you must do, just as I shall go
on loving you and believing in you. _It has to be._ I've got to
think things over to see what can be done.
In the meantime, and as long as I live,
Your PETER.
He addressed the letter and put the envelope in his pocket. Then he went
to the bath-room and called out: "Old man, shall I have some breakfast
sent up for you?" The answer was, "No; the sight of food would make me
sick."
Graham dressed quickly and nothing more was said by either of the
brothers until they went out into the street together.
"We'll get a cab," said Peter.
"No; I'm too broke. Let's walk."
And so they walked hard, arm in arm. It seemed rather an insult to
Graham that the day was so fine, the sky so blue and equable and that
all the passers-by seemed to be going on their way untroubled. He'd have
been better pleased if the day had been dark and ugly and if everybody
had been hurrying through rain and sleet. His own mind was disturbed by
a storm of the most unpleasant thoughts. The girl whom they were on
their way to see had exercised a strong physical fascination over him.
He had believed in her absolutely. She had meant a great deal to him.
Her deceit and cunning selfishness brought pessimism into his soul. It
was a bad feeling.
As they came up to the house with its shabby door, a man well-past
middle age,--a flabby, vulgar person, with thick awkward legs,--left it
rather quickly and walked in the opposite direction. The two boys went
in and Peter led the way up the dark staircase. The door was open and
Lily, the colored maid, was holding a shrill argument with a man with a
basket full of empty siphons on his arm. Her face broke into an odd and
knowing smile when she saw Graham. They passed her without a word and
went along the passage into the sitting-room. It was empty, but in a
hideous state of disorder. There was about it all that last night look
which is so unpleasant and insalubrious. The windows had not been opened
and the room reeked with stale tobacco smoke and beer. Cigar stumps lay
like dead snails on the carpet. Empty bottles were everywhere and dirty
glasses. Through the half-open door which led into the bed-room they
heard a flutey, uncertain soprano voice singing a curious foreign song.
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