Peter made no attempt to put into words his intense sympathy, but he
took his brother's arm and held it tight, and Graham was very grateful.
Right out of the very bottom of his heart two tears welled up into his
eyes as he walked away.
After all, he was only twenty-four.
IV
On her way up to her room that night, Ethel drew up short outside
Graham's bedroom door. She knew that he was in, which was in itself
unusual. She thought there must be something the matter, because she had
seen Graham leave the house in the morning long after his usual time.
She had also watched his face at dinner and had seen in it something
that frightened her. It was true that Peter was her favorite brother,
but she was very fond of and had great admiration for Graham. Also she,
herself, was in trouble. Trouble seemed to be an epidemic in that
family. Her Knight Errant next door, in spite of her signalling and the
fact that she had laid out as usual the cigarettes and the candies, had
deserted her. In order to receive his visits and feed herself on the
excitement with which they provided her, she was still maintaining her
pretence of invalidism, and the worst of it was she now knew that she
had grown to be very fond of the boy, who at first had only been a
source of amusement.
So, with a fellow-feeling for Graham, she listened outside his door. She
wanted very badly to slip in and give her sympathy to her brother and
receive some of it from him. She didn't feel quite as individualistic as
usual. The artificiality of the flapper left her for the time being and
she felt as young as she really was and rather helpless, and awfully
lonely.
Hearing nothing, she tapped gently on the door, opened it and went in.
Graham was sitting in an arm-chair with his elbows on his knees and his
head between his hands. He made a picture of wretchedness which would
have melted the heart of a sphinx. Ethel went over to him and put her
hand on his shoulder. "Is anything the matter, Hammie?" she asked, using
the nickname that she had given him as a child.
Graham didn't look up. "Oh, Lord, no!" he said, with a touch of
impatience. "What should be the matter?" But he was very glad to feel
that touch of friendliness on his shoulders.
"Can I do anything for you?"
"Oh, no. I'm all right--as right as rain."
Ethel knew better. She knew also that she would have said those very
things to Belle if she had been caught in a similar state of depression.
So she sat down on the arm of Graham's chair and put her hand against
his cheek. "I've got about a hundred and seventy-five dollars, if that's
any good to you," she said.
Graham gave a scoffing laugh, but all the same he was very grateful for
the offer. "My dear kid," he said, "a hundred and seventy-five
dollars--that's no better than a dry bone to a hungry man."
"Is it as bad as all that, Hammie?"
"Yes, and then some."
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