With a womanly touch which she and all women have inherited from Eve,
who never forgot to stand with her back to the sun and took care, if
possible, to remain in the woods until after breakfast, Ethel turned on
a shaded light and switched off the strong overhead glare which made her
look every day of her fifteen years. Then she sat down with the light
over her left shoulder. She was quite herself again. All was well with
the world.
"Where have you been?" she asked, a little imperiously.
"Nowhere," said Jack.
"Then why haven't you been to see me? I have signalled every night. I
can't understand it."
"I know you can't. That's why I've stayed away."
Ethel was puzzled at the boy's solemn tone. "Of course, if you don't
want to come, please don't. I wouldn't drag you here against your will
for anything."
"Yes, but I _do_ want to come. I stay away for your sake, and I'm not
coming again after this evening."
That was exactly what Ethel wanted to hear. She'd been afraid that Jack
had found some one else. Now she knew differently. "Don't be silly," she
said. "Have a cigarette. Come and sit on the sofa and don't let's waste
time."
But Jack didn't move. He had gone back to the window-sill and remained
hunched up on the narrow ledge, holding on with both hands. "I'm off in
a minute," he said. "I'm just going to tell you one or two things
before I go. Would you like to hear them?"
"If they're pleasant," she said.
"Well, they're not pleasant."
"Well, then, tell me."
For a moment or two Jack remained silent. Perhaps he was trying to find
careful words into which to put his thoughts. When finally he spoke it
was with a suppressed emotion that sent a quiver through the quiet room.
"I can't stand coming here," he said. "I can't stand it. I don't know
what you are--whether you're a mere baby who knows nothing, or an
absolute little rotter. You tell me I can say what I think, so I'm going
to." He got up and went a little nearer to the sofa. "What d'you think
I'm made of? Look at yourself in the glass and then see whether you're
the sort of a girl who can let a man into her bedroom night after night
for nothing. I tell you I can't stand it. I stayed away, not because I
wanted to, but because I didn't want to do you any harm. I was a fool
for coming here at all. If I didn't believe that you are simply a silly
girl I'd stay to-night and come every night as I used to do, but I'm
going to give you the benefit of the doubt. Next time you signal to a
man take care to find out what he's made of and be a bit more careful.
There, now you've got it. Good night and good-bye. I've a darned good
mind to put the note you sent me to-night in an envelope and address it
to your mother. It would save some other fellow from a good deal of
unnecessary discomfort. I'm frightfully sorry to be so brutal, but I
don't believe you know what you're doing. Perhaps this'll be a lesson to
you."
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