"Good!" thought Peter. "Then I'll wait for him." He gave up his hat and
stick, went through the quiet, dimly lit library, and after a moment's
hesitation opened the door of the Blue Room,--that room in which he had
been so seldom, hitherto only under protest. He had opened the door
quietly and was astonished to see Graham sitting at his father's desk
with the light from a reading lamp shining on his dark head. "By Jove,
Graham!" he said. "You must have been thinking my thoughts. This is
extraordinary."
Graham looked up with a start and thrust something under the
blotting-pad. His face went as white as a sheet and he stammered a few
incoherent words.
Quite unconscious of his brother's curious embarrassment, Peter sat on
the corner of the desk. "I've had it out with myself to-night," he said,
going, as he always did, straight to the point. "I've made up my mind to
make father into a father from now onwards. I can't stand this detached
business any longer. Let's both wait for him and have it out."
"What d'you mean?" asked Graham. "I don't get you." He put his hand out
surreptitiously and scrunched up one of the sheets of note paper on
which he had been writing.
"Listen!" said Peter, with intense earnestness. "I've got to know
things. So have you. I've got to have advice. I've got to be treated as
a human being. What's the good of our having a father at all if we don't
get something from him? I don't mean money and a roof, clothes and
things to eat. I mean help. I'm in a hole about Betty. I want to talk
about my work--about my future. Graham, let's give father a chance. Many
times he seems to me to have fumbled and been on the point of asking us
to meet him half-way. Well, I'm going to do so. Stay here and let's both
see it through. Have the pluck to tell him about your trouble and throw
the whole responsibility on him. It's his and he ought to have it. Wait
a second. Listen! If Ranken Townsend had been your father you never
would have gone near Papowsky. You wouldn't have come within a thousand
miles of Ita Strabosck--that's a certainty."
Graham got up quickly, but kept his hand heavily on the blotting-pad.
"No," he said almost hysterically. "Count me out. I'm not in this. It's
no good our trying to alter father at this time of day--it's too late.
He's microbe mad. He knows nothing whatever about sons and daughters. I
could no more tell him about the mess I'm in than fly over the moon.
He'd turn and curse me--that's all he'd do. He'd get up and preach, or
something. He doesn't understand anything about life. I'd a jolly sight
rather go to mother, only I know it would hurt her so, and anyway my
story isn't fit for her ears. No; cut me out, I tell you. I'm not in
this."
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